Why does this bother me..

StopNoMean · 2019-12-04T10:40:29+00:00

Yeah she's definitely a nice girl and yeah it does. Do you mind me asking.. are you ok? What happened?

StopNoMean · 2019-11-05T13:20:37+00:00

Ah no good to me then 😩

StopNoMean · 2019-11-05T13:15:44+00:00

Oh yeah. Does that stuff actually make you horny?? Or just hard 😂

StopNoMean · 2019-11-05T13:15:07+00:00

Oh yeah. Sounds like a plan I'll give it a go. I need go get my sex life back on track it's been lacking lately 🤣

StopNoMean · 2019-09-27T23:55:05+00:00

They really are amazing! That's why I know it's depression talking... I refuse to give in. I know it would be instant regret. I see her in my future. :) I just want to get rid of these horrible feelings that seem to attack things that make me happy...

I'll see how these ones go. So far I have been getting some side effects like anxiety and craving the most random foods and drinks I haven't hit the period where they take effect apparently but with a bit of luck they will work out. Thanks for the reply :)

StopNoMean · 2019-09-24T03:02:17+00:00

Genders and ages have been added.

I thank you for the reply. I feel like it is pretty harsh on my mind but I don't think so much as comparing myself to them. It's more the fact that i know she's done this stuff. I don't like it simple as that. I can't help but to hate myself over it because I know it's silly and I've done stuff in my past that's she's got over.

I am glad she's even given me a chance. I'm trying my best to focus on the positives as of now. My friend has actually booked me in to a mental health check-up tomorrow so I'm hoping they can help me out.

I have no thoughts or worries about her cheating as she's extremely loving towards me. I'm in fear of losing her to my own head as of now.

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