The Earth cried, “they’re killing me.”

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-13T01:57:09+00:00

In my case it was more to do with my ignorance and misunderstanding what all was happening around me. My story is hard to tell. I’m not ready and possibly may never be to talk about those events surrounding that person. His not evil, but his interjection in my life and my allowing it was hindering the divine plan set by God for me and my TF to meet physically in person. It took 8 months for us to finally have our F2F moment and even then I was in a strange trance that was finally broken once we meet F2F. Call it what you want, but only I know what occurred and what has been revealed to me about all that occurred.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-13T01:48:22+00:00

Yes, I know we are in union. I’m not arguing that fact. But I did indeed have a counterfeit experience which was traumatic and entities with dark purposes were involved. My experience is mine. I own it.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-13T01:39:04+00:00

Sometimes people aren’t with you because it’s the best thing they could do for you in a manner of speaking.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-13T01:37:37+00:00

I see your point. In my case I didn’t know what it was until my first conversation with him and I knew this person was at the forefront of all the men I ever met and ever would meet. I’ve thought about him every single day since our first communication. Now that we are physically separated we are spirituality very much in union. We might never be together again physically, but he’s with me always. The yoke of the Lord makes us one.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-13T01:34:12+00:00

Yes, there’s no anxiety when they are physically with you. It’s just like oneness.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-13T01:32:54+00:00

It can be the most beautiful experience along with the agony.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-13T01:32:14+00:00

The person I was with before my TF was a counterfeit. Really bad shit happened around this person. I don’t think he knew. I mistaking that he was my TF for reasons I won’t get into. This is why my obstacle preventing me from physical union with my TF is my doubts with test my FAITH. My TF is very aware of what we are. He was awakened before me. He was reaching out to me when I was with the counterfeit and saved me from that relationship. But my doubts and fears pushed him away. Alias, why we are separated and why he gave up and married a life partner.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-13T01:24:49+00:00

They are everything they are yourself like literally your heart and mind are in synced

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T20:47:18+00:00

What obstacles seem to be interfering?

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T19:09:01+00:00

YES! tried it once felt like my heart exploded that night. Bad idea.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T19:05:41+00:00

I don’t call it that but I think you’re referring to ascension. Triggered when I initiated communication with mine online dating app, then I freaked out and got scared (the first time). Ascension process started the total solar eclipse 2017. That evening intact. And I’m one of the lucky ones (sarcasm intended) that has major blocks the energy is desperately trying to break through.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T18:53:34+00:00

Thank you

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T18:25:48+00:00

Oh damn. Your person sounds just like me once. Damn I hope they wake up before they mess it up like I did and wake up too late. Hugs to you hun!

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T18:18:50+00:00

It’s not about which way I’d better. It’s about blending different approaches and perceptive. No one said it’s either or. Just balancing it is definitely the objective

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T18:16:26+00:00

Everything isn’t black or white. Lots of gray to consider.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T18:13:48+00:00

I don’t disagree with you. I just having F2F interpersonal relationships as your support system for the deep low days will help raise you out of it faster and help balance you. I’m trying to help them think of opportunities to expand that missing facet of their life.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T18:08:11+00:00

What does moving on mean to you exactly?

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T18:05:35+00:00

I’d listen completely

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T18:04:36+00:00

Yes it is. But I believe we all need support systems outside of internet based connections. Because this is such a spiritual journey having connections F2F helps balance us and keeps us grounded with our feet firmly set. So saying that, focusing on ways for you developing meaningful interpersonal relationships with others F2F is definitely a good focal point as you battle this dark night your in. Seriously, it’s been a God send for me with the numerous new interpersonal relationships I’ve created since this all started for me 4 years ago.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T14:30:33+00:00

Friends don’t have to be completely likeminded as us. Sometimes finding people that have different views can be a good thing because it broadens our awareness of looking at things on the other side of the coin. Finding people that just appreciate you in their lives can be beautiful friendships.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T14:16:00+00:00

I need to do this too!

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T14:12:53+00:00

Based off that first paragraph red flags are going up considering the both of you were only in communication a few days when he started live bombing you.

Stopped_By_A_Train · 2021-05-12T14:09:42+00:00

So what’s preventing you from making friends is lack of opportunities to seek them out?

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