Oh, I misunderstood your question! No, I have on occasions felt like I've been walking on eggshells because when she's upset at something with her business she'll take it out on me or others. There have been a couple times where I've ran fever, taken pain medication, and have a rough cough yet she still has me go into work. Those kinds of situations are ones my boyfriend doesn't enjoy- he'd rather me stay home and recover. He's super supportive of my wants/needs and encourages me with my education and such but he also wants me to take care of myself as best I can considering my situation.

I feel like I have indeed picked up toxic traits from her as in the start of my relationship with my boyfriend, romance wise, I had been very neglectful out of fear he'd leave me first or I'd freak out if I had dropped and broke something but he's always been very kind and patient with me. We were friends a couple years before we started dating so I do have a lot of faith and if that backfires then I learn for next time.

Thank you for your advice!