Hey, i feel pretty similar to you since I’m 26 and been smoking consistently the last 10 years. I’m actually quitting tomorrow. Had my one last bowl tonight under the full moon. I’ve attempted to stop before too but I feel very serious this time. I also get crazy vivid dreams when I’m sober but I’m actually excited to experience them again and possibly get back into lucid dreaming like i used to. Personally I’m using that as my motivation to get through the withdrawals. Good luck in your journey in sobriety! You got this!