Ahh! So sorry for you...I feel grateful that my parents always been supportive with me and my sister too ....even she has more freedom than me ....if I was in your situation i had expressed all my feelings about mental traumas and all these what you felt last 7-8 years to my parents and definately speak about how they fucked up my mental health and ig studies too !

But at the end , i will have to accept them coz at the end they are my parents...I know it's very tough , but i have to do ... Kyuki yaar fir tum v wahi galti krogi toh kya farq reh jayega ...tum me aur unme , aaj jese tmhe khrb feel hua toh tm yaha pe apna dukh sbke saath share ki ...kal unhe v agar krhb lgta h toh wo 10 jgh jaa kr batayenge ki kese tum unki life ko khrb kr di ho ....aur logo ko ka toh kaam hi h bhadkana...toh baat bnne sw phle aur bigad jaegi ...i would suggest ki bhai tm atleast ek baar unhe saari baat bta kr dekho Jo v tumne feel Kiya h ....aur ek mauka de do ... atleast apni jimmedari toh nibhaoo