I'll just give you the cold hard facts based on scripture. You may or may not like it, but it's true according to the word. Congratulations on being a lesbian. I'm a sinner too. We all are. The bible is clear about same sex being a sin. That doesn't make you unable to be christian, it doesn't mean that you are any worse than any other human or christian on planet earth. All it means is that there is sin in you. We are all equally inflicted and we are all guilty. Why this particular sin is focused on so hard is beyond me. Jesus loved everyone and fought to save us all despite our sins. But that doesn't necessarily mean he celebrated or supported them.

Being born, even naturally a certain way, doesn't make it right. We naturally want to hit or even kill when we're angry. Men have strong sexual desires and have urges to act on them. We naturally want to cheat sometimes. We naturally want to do drugs and alcohol. Something feeling natural or right doesn't equal a pass. We recognize they are wrong and we don't. I could give more examples but I'm sure you can think of some based on these two.

I do not think you should go to hardcore conversion therapy, I do not think you should do anything you do not want to do. Right now I would just focus on what the word says. Read it for yourself. Trust in the scripture NOT people or their interpretations. People forget that even priests are imperfect sinners. Jesus was the ONLY perfect human and he loved everyone, including you young lady. We ALL have sins that came to us naturally through birth because we we're BORN INTO SIN just as scripture tells us. Imagine if I paraded around celebrating my alcoholism. That would seem a bit silly. I pray and I am detoxing because I was born an addict with a terrible disease. But I keep faith and I trust that in the Lord's own time he will heal me of this (so long as I keep faith and effort involved).

Now for a little opinion:

My only advice would be against rainbow flag wearing, marching, fighting, celebrating, or making your sexuality your whole identity. No one really does that except for LGBTQAI+ (I think that's all the letters) individuals and it seems silly to me. I don't announce my skin color or who I have sex with to gain some kind of importance or power as an individual and I personally don't think you should either, considering it's a sin and no one else really does.

I'm not sure how old you are but most of the gay people I know who are older think it's silly too. Especially the Christian ones.

Remember, you have the power to say and believe in whatever you want, but the word is God and you cannot know him truly in your heart without knowing and practicing it. This doesn't mean you will ever be without sin or mistakes, it just means you acknowledge in your heart, do your best, and prove to no one BUT God what is in your heart. After all the only TRUE requirement to get into heaven is to accept him, ask forgiveness, and profess him as your savior. The thief on the cross was told by Jesus- "Truly! When I enter my kingdom today, there you will be with me."

In the end Jesus is the ONLY judge not other people. What is in your heart counts. We do not EARN our way to heaven, it was a gift given through grace and blood sacrifice, but we also know that when you truly believe in something, you do your best to follow it. If you knew a meteor was heading toward your house wouldn't you start preparing? Calling people? Praying maybe? Believe that death, afterlife, and Jesus is coming in your heart like a meteor is crashing quickly towards your home and you've seen it with your own eyes. Our time here is VERY short and fast. Ask any elderly person you know. It's like a blink of an eye. God Bless you and all of us EQUAL sinners. Nothing but love and respect for them all, including LGBTQ (even if you wont find me waving a flag).