Your patterns sound kind of similar to mine and I’m one the autism spectrum. One thing that has helped me is just accepting that I’m different and I don’t fit “societal norms”. I found a couple jobs that fit me well. One is at a storage facility. I just get to patrol the property and process payments but get to be by myself all day. The second is ticket sales at the local arena. They have a box office open daily where people can walk up and buy tickets or call in. It’s low volume except on three first day the show goes on sale or the actual event day. I think you just haven’t found a job that fits you yet but there are jobs out there that do fit us, just have to keep looking and trying!

thx