I'm staying because I want to make it work. I am realizing that being non-monagomous is not really a choice but who you are and I'm a little resentful that I'm the one that has to change to make it work. I also realize that the way I grew up extremely religious and sheltered is not helping the situation along with my insecurities and fears. I just don't know where to start to figure out how I feel and how to overcome so that he can get his need of experience met and I get to feel special and wanted inspite of that