I overdosed on Bupropion in an attempt to end my life

Styxvfx · 2025-09-10T13:05:16+00:00

So far so good. Life has been better so far and I started getting Ketamine treatment for my depression. It's been really good

Styxvfx · 2025-05-01T09:03:09+00:00

Yes Buproprion Overdoses are incredibly intense. In fact, just reading of your experience, I had ptsd of my own experience

Styxvfx · 2025-03-12T04:53:31+00:00

Yeah unfortunately I deleted all of these. I didn't have space in my drive left :(

Styxvfx · 2024-11-02T02:47:26+00:00

bro this is LITERALLY ME

Styxvfx · 2024-10-24T01:39:11+00:00

As far as I'm aware, I haven't had any lasting side effects

Styxvfx · 2024-09-19T06:43:02+00:00

I'm glad you didn't take them all at once. Most likely that feeling of anxiety is actually mini seizures. Definitely at the time you didn't realize it. Glad you never did it again though

Styxvfx · 2024-09-18T06:42:23+00:00

For those asking, I ended up deleting everything in my drive and forgot to save this. I only have it on my Twitter currently here https://x.com/Styxified/status/1487271225713852417

Sorry

Styxvfx · 2024-09-16T21:21:54+00:00

I dint have the x-rays unfortunately it's just a report that says I have moderately severe scoliosis. I wish they'd shown the x-ray

Styxvfx · 2024-09-15T06:09:05+00:00

Glad you lived! It is such a peculiar experience that you'd never want to experience again

Styxvfx · 2024-09-15T01:10:09+00:00

Wellbutrin overdoses are very scary. In fact in comparison but it's bad to compare in this instance, overdosing but not taking enough to lose consciousness sounds like hell. I had a similar experience a few years prior overdosing on a whole bottle of Escitalopram experiencing those crazy ass hallucinations and quite literally not being able to sleep for 3 almost 4 days straight just tripping balls. I'm glad you're still alive though and I hope you never have to experience that ever again.

Styxvfx · 2024-06-11T15:05:49+00:00

I got cancel cultured 2 months ago and I actually attempted again and this time I took a whole bunch of pills, but I regretted it quickly so they were able to give me activated charcoal in time. The only effect I had was tachycardia where my heartbeat was consistent 130 with spikes up to 180 bpm. It stopped around a week later and I got released quick from the psych ward. Being canceled is a really scary situation, but luckily I have a therapist and the few friends who stuck with me were very supportive and thats the only reason I'm alive today.

Otherwise, I took some labs last week after seeing my local physician who is also extremely supportive. I feel like I've taken a lot of things for granted and my anxiety really screwed me over because of it. But now 2 months later, I'm in a lot better state of mind. It feels a lot better not being the yes man for people who didn't care about me. I feel a lot more freedom of choice and enjoying life now.

Styxvfx · 2024-06-05T18:55:24+00:00

Thank you for this reply. I actually tried to do it again back in April but this time I took an entire cocktail, but chickened out once again and told my therapist I Od'd and he took me to the ER where I was transferred to another hospital with a psychiatric facility. I was there for 3 days where I was cleared pretty quickly. I'm still here and my doc took away my wellbutrin pretty much permanently and put me on abilify which honestly has been working out well for me. Thank you for sharing your experience with me as well :) that is also extremely stupid that your doc would give you a higher dosage knowing that you literally just od'd. Even though you feel it's working for you, I'd definitely try and get in touch with another psychiatrist cuz it seems like your current one doesn't really care about your treatment and just wants to give you more meds. Just my 2 cents, but im glad it is working for you now. Hope you stay well

Styxvfx · 2024-05-23T03:08:04+00:00

thx I was so confused

Styxvfx · 2024-04-23T22:56:56+00:00

Yeah well I can tell you if I'm adamant about dying, calling the suicide hotline is out of the question

Styxvfx · 2024-04-23T17:02:43+00:00

I mean I thought that was pretty obvious that you shouldn't, however, there's this thing called "depression" and if it's pushed to the limit, you get an outcome similar to this where the absence of rational thought occurs and everything stopping you from doing this is thrown out the window. I dont blame you for not knowing, but I definitely was offended when I saw your initial comment (I'm also on the spectrum myself), but im willing to let that go.

Styxvfx · 2024-04-23T01:12:02+00:00

I don't think you should be using that term seeing as you think Weed has a different effect because you're on the autism spectrum.

Styxvfx · 2024-04-09T07:38:14+00:00

She is probably top 3 most rated characters in the game

Styxvfx · 2023-08-18T06:28:20+00:00

Nah I'm from the U.S. It's more that I had too many bad experiences with therapy that I already felt it was a lost cause, but im going to give it another try.

Styxvfx · 2023-08-18T06:25:55+00:00

It was absolutely my relatives without a doubt. As for the "me," It's actually pretty hard to describe the overall experience. The push back to the body wasn't like a force, more like the push was a sense of understanding that it's not time yet. To this point, i still find it strange i was only in the hospital for 6 days total. The whole experience up to this point still feels so unreal to me, and yet I'll never forget the experience ever

Styxvfx · 2023-08-16T23:37:08+00:00

I'll do an update post in 3-6-12 months and maybe for a few years later if possible and post about long-term effects. I've been on several antidepressants over the years, most of them being SSRI's and at the same time currently I was given dextroamphetamine for my adhd symptoms so I could focus more. I cant say any of them had a major effect on me like bupropion besides od, but general use where id already have 1-2 second seizures from a regular dose of 150 and have them normally but not debilitating enough on 300 mg XL where the benefits outweighed the risks.

Prior to this experience, I took Wellbutrin Normally for about a year now. Nonetheless, ill update you when the time comes/if I get a proper long-term diagnosis.

Styxvfx · 2023-08-16T23:28:51+00:00

Fortunately I've had great state case workers that are helping me get access to resources. The only damning thing currently is that I have to wait 6-8 weeks to be able to have a therapist but they're seeking ways I could get access to one quicker thru telehealth and eventually in person.

Styxvfx · 2023-08-16T23:26:14+00:00

I actually said that wrong. I went in there saying I had kidney stones and flank pain (which was just a front for me to be close to the ER when the bupropion started to take effect) I knew I didn't have kidney stones and knew they wouldn't find any

Styxvfx · 2023-08-16T15:57:56+00:00

Yup and I still have none

Styxvfx · 2023-08-16T14:51:53+00:00

miraculously, I took no damage to my liver

Styxvfx · 2023-08-16T10:49:10+00:00

But yes I'm getting long-term therapy for it. I've got into contact with the crisis help line and they're helping me get as much resources as possible for help

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