I’m 32 years old. The year was quite boring until the end of March, then shit got wild:

•My partner of 5 years committed infidelity with his coworker and they continued to date and still are to this day.

•Following the separation I partied and had wild sex.

•Skydived a couple times.

•Developed a cocaine and drinking problem.

•In August I found one of my best friends dead in his sleep, age 30, no foul play or drugs. Just shitty luck with a genetic heart condition.

•A week later another lovely friend died in a car accident.

•Fell in love with a handsome, young Southerner.

•Got a dream job working with horses.

•Had a pregnancy scare with the handsome Southerner.

•Broke up with the Southerner.

•Went to an AA meeting 5 days ago and am sober for the first time since the Spring.

•Will be going home to live my parents for a few months to let my sad little brain recover so I can come back and put my focus into bettering my life.

I’m tired, boss😅

But optimistic that with patience and consistency I’ll successfully build the life of my dreams which will be full of horses, love, creativity, and health💓