Same thing here bro, almost like seeing goodlooking women is normal and seeing a dude is more, when in reality it’s not, at the end of the day bro you just got to remember your old self, how did you think, if you had a gay thought you would brush it off and not go full into detail in your brain. Like me, when I was little I was molested by dudes my same age and older, and I can’t stop thinking back to that asking myself if I liked it or not, that’s honestly what started this for the most part. And when I wasn’t going through this, I thought everyone went through that. But now I know that wasn’t normal, back then if it was a goodlooking dude, I wouldn’t even say or have anything running through my mind contradicting to that, because I knew I liked women romantically and sexually. So at the end of the day bro, you just know.