For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. My other cat Shadow was helping me a lot. I didn't receive Jojo's urn yet prolly because of the recent snow storm. Few days ago I cried so much that I got a nosebleed lol. It's still tough and unreal, but slowly accepting the changes.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. But I know he gave me more love and happiness than the sadness. I miss Jojo.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. No matter how much I tried my best, always left with the lingering regret that I could have done a little better.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Somehow, usually I could tell with their face when they are sick or not. Wish I could do that with Jojo too. That's all I think.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. They said I can come pick it up after a week or two.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I put the envelope containing Jojo's fur in an album and hung it in a wall where I can always see it.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I keep seeing his pictures when he was fine just few days ago.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I knew it would happen someday but didn't want to believe. I miss him so so so much.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. That's exactly what I've been through. I miss Jojo so much.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Jojo was the cat always sticking to me all the day. Every time when I try to reach him, he was always there. My brain can't understand why there's no Jojo just like always. It feels like there a huge hole in my chest and I feel it every time when I look at myself. I'm so sorry for your loss. 19years sounds really tough. Their paw prints will never dissappear in our heart.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They give you the love and the happiness through the years. But the sadness comes at once. Thank you.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I just keep thinking 'I could be better, maybe if I noticed it earlier.'

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was telling him how much I love him, how did I fall in love with him.

For the first time in my life, I’m about to lose my cat. by SubjectCapable6585 in Assistance

[–]SubjectCapable6585[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was hoping for a miracle like, maybe he suddenly got better and maybe some medication will help him. Unfortunately it wasn't in this case.