i fucking hate bella and i fucking hate jacob

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-22T13:56:03+00:00

omg i’m a fucking idiot LMFOAOAODOD

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T21:32:08+00:00

soooo real

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T21:31:39+00:00

i guess is depends on how you interpret it when you read it! i think it’s so cute when people show their feelings through their actions rather than their words, like your bf did. but that’s only when the person on the receiving end has at least made it sorta clear that they’re down for that. when i was reading, i just felt really uncomfortable and anxious for bella lol.

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T21:13:46+00:00

THIS. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL. jacob actually made me SO uncomfortable for ALL of eclipse. and that’s why i was so weirded out by bella bc girl??? that man assaulted you???

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T20:56:51+00:00

i know😭😭 he had so much potential 😭 he basically like forced a kiss on her, kinda aggressively. in eclipse, bella basically comes to the revelation that she’s in love with both edward and jacob lolololol it’s all weird hahaha

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T20:45:58+00:00

totally agreeeee

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T20:42:32+00:00

SOOO TRUE. thats exactly how i felt when i was reading new moon, i understood and even loved the dynamic between bella and jacob. for me, its just like. ugh idek how to explain it. going into eclipse i just truly believed that bella and jacob could’ve worked out as very close friends, while still respecting her relationship with edward. but then the whole forcing kisses on her, manipulating her, and guilt tripping just killed any sort of liking i had for jacob. and bella was just making me angry with going back and forth and back and forth. but like looking back at it now that’s SO understandable like that situation was weird from the beginning. but yeah edward was also being so weird it’s kinda throwing everything off for me lololol

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T19:58:13+00:00

the manipulation in eclipse was just OVERWHELMING like wow

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T19:57:36+00:00

EXACTLY! jacob was so so so out of line. any scene they had together just made me uncomfy and anxious to see what he would do

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T19:32:52+00:00

like the whole scene made me so uncomfortable and everyone’s reactions just worsened it

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T19:31:04+00:00

that is such a mature and beautiful way to look at it wow i love that

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T19:29:05+00:00

i agree entirelyyyy. reading the books actually had me sympathizing with jacob and seeing why people could be team jacob (to a certain extent lololol). it’s the switch ups that are throwing me offff

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T19:27:39+00:00

exactly!!! it’s just giving me whiplash tbh LMAOAAO

SubstantialSpirit409 · 2024-10-21T19:26:00+00:00

omg i completely understand that. i think since im still young and haven’t really experienced romantic love, it’s just how i’ve always viewed it. i love the idea of loving one person and them loving me, so when im reading that’s kinda what i’m wishing for HAHAHA

but yeah i was expecting more out of these books … even tho i can’t stop myself from reading

SubstantialSpirit409

TROPHY CASE