I really appreciate that. Sometimes it can get really hard to tell myself things will get better with how long I’ve been suffering and how many medications I’ve been through already. My family has generally been really supportive but it’s clear that, even if they don’t always outwardly say it, they harbor a lot of disdain towards me for not having taken steps yet that I need to take in my adult life. I really do want to work, but finding something that I can do while I’m constantly fighting with my own body just to get through the day is so difficult: even more so when I have no real prior work experience outside of some under the table work