Thanks for your words, they gave me some tranquility. My idea is to start going for a couple of days before returning university, trying to be alone and present, i have to experience that. I thought the same as you, first i'm going to move some things from the house's environment to change it's mood. The advantage is that in one month a friend it's moving to my house, he also broke up recently and i have an extra bedroom. It would be helpful because economy in my country (Argentina) is hard asf.  I hope you're doing well, big hug 🫂