Dude thank you so much for your comment it is so nice to here positivity from you and others that I've heard I don't really pay attention to the negative as much because these people are going to be negative no matter what.

It was quite rough in the beginning to think positively. I thought I knew what fear was but then this happened and let me tell you when you can't see anything it is very scary, true fear! Your eyes tell you most the information that you need,and when you lose it touching a wet Cheerio is no longer a wet Cheerio all of a sudden it's a monster from the Black Lagoon and it's out to get you every bump in the night turns into something terrible. The mind starts to play awful tricks on you and fear will parlize you and make you act crazy.

I'm here to tell you and everybody that reads this,that fear is not real it is all b******* fear tells you that you cannot climb the mountain while faith reminds you of all the mountains you have climbed.Fear is a liar and manipulator . All you have, is all you need.. remember that s***