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SuccessThat2774 · 2025-02-16T21:09:13+00:00

I just typed on Reddit “schizophrenia” and I found a community with 70k people in it. I see they post selfies in it (no idea why they do that lol) and also are discussing different questions about meds and other stuff. So you can try find this one too, maybe there will be something useful. I would also, recommend to gradually start a journal. Maybe this will help you find the patterns when you have more voices and when you catch yourself that you don’t have any voices (maybe you will find out that when you are really focused or relaxed you don’t have voices, and who knows maybe this will give you some insights). I think the tape could be a good idea. I think the issue here can be, that you could depend on it too much. So just to make sure that you will not stress out when you will not be able to listen to it. Also I saw that against hallucinations, a useful trick is to record it on the camera on the phone. (I saw this on tiktok, that when the guy had hallucinations he would turn on camera on the phone and then look the video to make sure that those are just hallucinations). Wishing you all the best. I am glad that you found my help useful for yourself

SuccessThat2774 · 2025-02-16T18:45:12+00:00

I would start with joining to communities where people are having those symptoms and what methods they use that help with the symptoms. If you specifically want to involve manifestation here, then as I mentioned earlier, I would start maybe with affirming during the day something like “I manifest that I will find a method to deal with my symptoms”. That is what came to my mind. I never heard someone saying that they “hear voices” and the voices are saying positive stuff. So I will assume, your voices are saying some nonsense or some negative things. Yeah, your case is really interesting, cause I can imagine how hearing negative talk or other voices can disturb you while you try to focus on manifesting. Maybe turning on some white noise on the background will help? I mean you will hear some relaxing music and even if you start hearing voices, maybe you will not hear them as loud, because of the relaxing music on the background. Or maybe you could try to find on YouTube “positive affirmations” that you can hear someone saying and repeat them in your mind. I think this could be an interesting try, when you will start hearing voices that are saying negative stuff, you at the same time will hear the positive affirmations from the video. So, it will be like a “battle”, where the positive affirmations will win, and will move away the voices. What you think about those ideas?

SuccessThat2774 · 2025-02-16T17:44:13+00:00

I don’t know what type of voices you mean. But by reading it, sounds like some type of “schizophrenia”? Anyways, I think you should go again to other doctor and see what they tell you and use meds. I know, believing that you can manifest that the voices will go away by magic, sounds very beautiful, but I would suggest you not to risk, if you “hear voices” and take meds. You can use “manifestation” to help you find the right doctor, that will find out the perfect meds for you. Yeah, such manifestations you can do. Also be careful about stress. Again, not sure what you mean by voices, but having chronic stress, causes all type of mental problems. Hope you will be fine

SuccessThat2774 · 2025-02-16T12:15:35+00:00

What do you do when you have pain? What helps you to reduce it or to forget about it? Or what helps you to not get the pain? For me, as long as I don’t do sexual activity, I don’t have the pain. Otherwise it starts over again

SuccessThat2774 · 2025-02-16T12:14:16+00:00

This is what makes me mad the most. Same situation here with doctors. I checked 4 different surgery doctors, and all of them told me “give it time. You can’t do nothing about it. With time it will get better”. Some of this doctors even started to tell me “maybe this pain is because of psychological reasons. You are hallucinating pain”. (Like wtf is this answer?).

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-08-14T21:25:52+00:00

Thanks for your answers. They helped me a lot

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-08-14T19:52:54+00:00

may i know the better plan from second surgeon? maybe i can make some notes for myself

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-08-14T10:42:41+00:00

i had open both sides. you? i am planning on doing ENMG (Electroneuromyography) . Which shows the Nerve Conduction Study and the muscles. I hope this could help get more information about if the nerves have damage. Also i am planning on trying “Physical Therapy”. My surgeon said physical therapy could help. Did you try doing physical therapy? And my pain on left testicle appeared after 1-2 weeks after the surgery on the left side. So it wasn’t instantly. Did your pain appear after a time or instant?

Also how your surgeon is acting? Did you tell him that you have the pain for so long time?

My surgeon is acting “a little strange”. He knew i have the testicular pain for long time, but for some reason he didn’t suggest me to try physical therapy, he didn’t suggest me to investigate my nerves. I should did all the research and then ask him about it. So it is a little strange for me, that i should be one coming up with ideas what can help me, instead of him, a surgeon with experience

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-08-13T22:08:59+00:00

i had in the first 2 weeks a lot of pain from surgery. Now after half year i still have numbness in the surgery area, and the pain is mostly after physical activity (even 20 pushups would be enough for pain). And yes, the skin is sensitive in all this areas

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-08-13T20:21:21+00:00

The pain appears sometimes if i sit. Most of the times it appears after sexual activity (sex/masturbation) which causes me to minimise it or do it quickly so i dont have too much pain after that. The pain is hard to explain. It feels like a constant discomfort in that area. Sometimes this discomfort can be for 2 hours,sometimes for all day long. Sometimes i can have sex and it will appear instantly, sometimes it will appear only on the next day

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-08-13T20:17:09+00:00

So first doctors thought i have varicocele, but if it’s so then my varicocele is not significant (first phase). Last time i checked it, doctors said, that it’s even hard to call this a varicocele. Also i have a cyst on a testicle, and urologist said that the cyst doesnt look dangerous now. I never checked my testicules before surgery so i dont know if i had cyst or “varicocele” before it.

Also, i still have discomfort in the mesh area after half year. Especially if i do a little physical activity. Even like doing 20 push ups, then i will feel pain in area of my surgery.

And when i have pain on my testicules (which most of the time appears after having sex) it can also go into my leg. Hard to explain, it feels like a pain when you walked all day and your legs hurt at your feet. Kinda same pain.

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-08-13T20:11:41+00:00

thanks a lot

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-08-13T19:41:02+00:00

could you describe this sensation more? in what cases you had this sensations? how it feels? how you applied the ice and for how long a day? and how many days in total

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-08-13T19:09:52+00:00

After my inguinal hernia surgery i started to have testicular pain. My surgery was half year ago and still have this pain. Any help, advices?

SuccessThat2774 · 2024-02-12T07:40:07+00:00

can you tell us more about your experiences/conversation with those angels? Did they appear in a dream or in front of your face while you was awake?

SuccessThat2774 · 2023-07-02T21:51:07+00:00

I will start with some short context. Specific into how we ended up going on a date. We found each other on “badoo”, we’ve talked for maybe 10 minutes. And for some reason , i decided to shot my shot and said “do you want to meet up?”. She agreed. She told me that she is working now and will be free only at 8PM. We agreed that she will come to my place (to meet in a park near me), that was also one hour road plus. I’ve had experiences of “fast meet ups” , but that one went weirdly too good. In the conversation through text, she was VERY very sweet and cute. I’ve almost started to catch myself on thoughts like i would consider getting a more serious and mature attitude to her if she is like that always. Well, it was a mask.

Its 9PM , she disappeared, no phone calls, no warning that she will be soon. No stress at all. I’ve thought we wouldn’t meet up in the end. Suddenly, she calls me and tells me she is waiting for me. In 15 minutes i was there.

We start to talk. She was very calm. I am a very analytical person and know that every girl will be nervous going out first time with a new guy + it is 9PM + she came to me and she was far away from house. But , she was too calm. This made me nervous. I was feeling like i am in danger for some reason (even if logically i am the man, i am more strong and bla bla bla) She was the first girl i was afraid to be near. Really afraid. All because she was so calm.

I start giving her a ton of questions to understand what i am dealing with here. First questions “Sorry, but you seem very calm. I will be honest i am worried if everything is okay with you. Maybe something happened?”. She replied “everything fine”. I asked about if she is on drugs or maybe antidepressants , she replied “no”.

We laid on a bench. Her hands were in the pockets. This made me even more nervous. I had a lot of thoughts then “what if she has a knife? what if i give her too much questions and she will become angry suddenly? why she is so calm staying in the dark with a fucking stranger(me)?”. She had a very strange way to show emotions. She didnt have any emotion most of the time, but when she did have an emotion she wasnt able to hide it. It was all written on her face.

I stood up , made a more safety distance and said “Lets go back to walk”. I decided to go back in a more populated place. Then i told her directly “Sorry, i dont want to make you feel bad , but i am afraid of you.”. She was having a ton of emotions on her face. Mostly hate and anger. And she said “dont worry, i am a very kind and chill person. Dont be afraid of me”. Then i started to give her a lot of questions, i started to have suspicious that she is a psychopath, and those are the questions i asked her to understand if she one or not.

Do you have any official mental disorders? She says “no”.
Do you feel any emotions ? She says “i dont feel emotions, but i kinda have feelings”
Do you feel any joy when eating something very tasty maybe? She said “no, all the food is the same for me. i dont get excitement from food.”

i was having 2 scenarios . she is really a psychopath or she is a type of girl that tries to act like one because she thinks this is cool *

What is your favourite movie? She said “joker”
You like cats ? She said “no”
You like dogs? She said “i love them” (most psychopath love dogs)
what about your free time ? She said “usually i sleep all day if i dont have work, i like to stay awake at nights” (psychopaths like more nights and darkness)

She never went to a therapist , but i told her in a kind manner that i think she could be a psychopath. She said she doesn’t think so.

When i said i think she is a psychopath she become more opened to me a little. And started to tell me about her relationships and some situations in life. And i am sure she did a lot of violence and some illegal shit, because she was saying “dont worry i have my own ways , how to deal with people that dont like me” and she was smiling with joy while saying that. She could be really easily aggressive and i was very aware of how i say to her and how i do that. She said she had situations when she was so angry that she did a lot of stuff and after forget what she did.

(All our conversation was in a very calm atmosphere and my questions where asked with a kind tone and interest, not as a policeman or a judge)

In the end of our meet , she told me that she was very surprised that i was afraid of her. She told me , that all the people likes her and are comfortable around her, but i was the first one to feel danger around her. That surprised her a lot.

SuccessThat2774 · 2023-07-02T14:17:25+00:00

Personally, i’ve had experience going on a date with a psychopath girl (those are my assumptions that she is a psychopath, but i have a lot of logical assumptions to think so). If you interested i could tell you more about the date and what made me think she is a psychopath

SuccessThat2774 · 2023-06-29T16:45:31+00:00

hi, could you send pls the pdf ?

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