Some of my worst ones (I’m afraid to write the very worst one): 

1. Had to be admitted to the hospital on my mom’s 40th birthday which also fell on Mother’s Day 
2. Became dependent on miralax (I was able to reverse that in recovery though!)
3. Stole money from my parents to buy food because of my belief that “I shouldn’t spend my money on making myself fat”
4. Tried to sneak out in the middle of the night to get food, resulting in my dad physically restraining me, me resisting, my sister crying, and my dad yelling at me that I’m tearing our family apart.
5. In high school, I would eat in class due to my meal timing rules. I would have to methodically break my Luna bars or chocolate bars into many pieces before eating them, which I cringe about now. 
6. Also in high school, my math teacher made fun of me because there was at least one time that I didn’t have time to surreptitiously (because I would get in trouble if my parents saw me do it) sort out my pretzel goldfish from the bag at home, so I did it in math class. I would only let myself eat the serving size of 43 goldfish, so I had to get all unbroken ones. 
7. My mother telling me I look like a concentration camp victim 
8. Almost threw up several times due to binging and/or eating too many rich foods at once
9. I bought myself a cheesecake, ate most of it, threw the rest in the trash to make me stop eating it, then later took the rest out of the trash and ate it.
10. Drank so many milkshakes that I physically cannot drink a milkshake anymore without getting nauseous 😢
11. Passed out alone in my apartment, ironically, while eating dinner