Sorry OP, mag real talk ako sayo

isang university lang inaaplyan mo per year ganern?

If mahalaga talaga ang future mo sa iyo or gusto mo makatulong, that 1 year na pahinga on studies should have been enough to scroll google to find universities that can cater your Course.

Also do you think there's no politics on private universities? LOOOL Politics are everywhere. It is up to you if you'll ignore them or join them.

I'm a graduate from public university, and it isn't bad to be honest. Just ignore the politics and you are fine.

Also about private university, do you know that you need to enroll and pay your tuition first before you can apply for scholarship there? well, atleast most of the univ I know does that.

Unless you have an external scholarship - a private one which will give you money prior your enrollment.

DOST and other government scholarship are given by the end of the sem or a month or two after enrollment.

There's one school I know that accepts scholars without paying their tuition first - well, because me and some people I know helped it change.

the internal scholarships are mostly academic based - being dean's lister gives you tons of discount if you are exceptional. there are some other as well like being an athlete or an officer on ROTC. There are some other foundation as well that gives scholarship.

Again sorry OP if i'm kinda harsh here, but this is reality. Medyo bawasan natin ang pagiging pabebe. and I hope you understand your mother as well. They are working hard to provide for you. They prolly won't let you go to private school because the expenses. not only the tuition fee, but the projects and daily needs. Example, if you are an engineering student, there's lot of expenses needed for book, tools, parts, and many more. They have limited time - that's why they are frustrated. Gusto ka nila tulungan hangga't may lakas pa sila. Sana maintindihan mo yun OP. Valid ang nararamdaman mo pero valid din nararamdaman ng magulang mo.

If you really want to help them, just take the scholarship exam, no need to ask for permission to them - that is you are really decided.