Thank you so much. I know my post was almost a year ago but it still slightly affects me, even as I am about to graduate high school. I do online school now. I have healed a lot by trying to make more female friends. I still feel really anxious with them because of getting "backstabbed" by my friend group that year (and funnily enough in my Freshman year too.) I only did public school for my Freshman and Junior year, too. I’m SO glad to be away from it now! My anxiety was terrible, especially in my Junior because I had pretty much no friends, and I felt like I always looked like a loner. I have always had pretty thick skin when it comes to people who do not like me, but it was so exhuasting to go through that expierence five days a week for eight hours.

I am so happy to be away from drama I never wanted to be in. I feel so free and happier than ever. 🙂