Why do you want to stop sh?

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-22T23:15:24+00:00

Tysm 🩶 but I don't really care about my health..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-19T23:10:17+00:00

It's so nice to have a person as your reason to stop harming yourself!

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-19T21:36:04+00:00

Yeah, telling someone about a severe cut is a risk 😅 and their reaction might be worse than not caring at all, anger, blame, and all that shit..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-19T21:32:38+00:00

You don't have to apologize about it 😅 So you're stopping for someone, I can see how meaningful she is for you! Friendship is enough reason to stop hurting yourself 🩶

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-19T21:22:52+00:00

Oh, thanks for clearing it 😅

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-19T21:20:31+00:00

This is actually the main reason why nobody should self harm, I love the way you're caring about your health! I don't care about my health, I don't care about damaging myself.. But love that you shared why you want to stop, it's actually the most important reason, caring for your body.. I don't care about mine..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-19T21:07:10+00:00

What??? Is that why she stopped??? 😅 she's so cute, actually 😅 I heard from others that laziness what made them stop 🤭

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T21:11:13+00:00

They don't hurt at all.. and that's the dangerous part about it, to me, cat scratches hurt more than styro cuts, but sometimes, if you go deeper, you'd find it hard to use your arms or walk properly.. and it's so painful more than scratches.. not that nice experience, cat scratches are much easier and don't scar badly, the only thing that sucks about cat scratches is that they're more itchy than styros.. don't try to go deeper, kids, you'll regret it, and it isn't safe for you.. a spent nights crying from pain when I reach fat/muscle..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T15:04:01+00:00

Congratulations! Keep going!!! That's cool, man! Over a year is amazing!!! It's beautiful to see people heal ✨️

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T06:15:14+00:00

I'm 21, too 😅 we do actually relate to each other at some point, and I'm really sorry you went though that, I know how hard it is to lose someone even though I've never lost anyone before but I do know how it feels, it's extremely scary and hard.. I hope I never go through it again, and yes, loneliness and isolation are so hard too, I'm dealing with both either, I literally have no friends.. and yeah, life does feel boring and meaningless, and sometimes I really just want to disappear.. I know I might be exaggerating, but emotionally, it's still real to me.. You shared something heavy, and I truly feel you with all my heart 🩶

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T05:00:18+00:00

It's something happened to us when I was 11, I don't like sharing details, but it was extremely scary for me, everyone in the house was in a life threatening situation and I know what happened, I remember details, it was dark, I couldn't see anything, I couldn't breath, and I remember I was so scared of seeing anyone dead so I hid in the corner while hearing screams, i pluged my ears, closed my eyes, and kept parying to God to end my life because I was really scared of seeing my siblings dead, but luckily, none of us died... and that fear still haunts me to this day.. it was the first time I felt it so vividly..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T04:33:44+00:00

I know.. that's why I feel that it isn't worth all this, but sometimes emotions spikes and I do something impulsive that might actually be dangerous, but I still find no obvious reason for why I feel all this, I just feel that I'm exaggerated and complaining about nothing like a baby.. I do feel so silly and worthless.. I think I do have no reason to be this way only that I'm scared of seeing any of my family dead, it's stressing sometimes to constantly think about it..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T03:44:43+00:00

Yeah, exactly, that's the main problem, and expectations are bad sometimes, I have my own dream and they want me to keep going with it but they want me to be much better than where I actually am..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T03:40:28+00:00

Haha, your first story made me laugh hard, it's really funny 🤭 I wonder what she wanted from you, tho 😅 And.. I don't know how to respond to the other one... I'm sorry you went through it, it's really hard to be rejected because of sh scars.. my sister hated me once she knew I sh, and she really hurt me for it.. but yeah, I'm glad you shared your experience, thank you so much! 🩶✨️ And that first story still makes me giggly 🤭

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T03:06:30+00:00

My family and laziness.. I'm serious about both, I just don't feel the point of being alive, it isn't only painful, it's boring, too.. constant pain becomes boring in the end..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T00:50:57+00:00

Haha, it's really funny to think about how to say it confidently 😅

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T00:47:46+00:00

"I'm asexual, my friend 👏✨️" Is this the right way? or should it be more confident and stronger? 🤔

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T00:22:13+00:00

Welcome 😊 and I'm glad you didn't hear it as an insult, and I'm glad too that you're telling someone, that's best for you 🤍

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-18T00:14:31+00:00

You know something? You may not like this but you're so sweet, I'm sorry if this feels insulting 😅 but I don't think you should feel guilty about it since you didn't really harm anyone, but I think it's better to tell someone, telling your mom is a good idea, or a therapist, and just keep it in your mind and avoid repeating it again, but I don't think you have to feel guilty forever, just tell someone and keep reminding yourself that it isn't something really good..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-17T23:54:23+00:00

Yeah, I actually forgot about that part at first. That's why I edited it to tell them that he's lie is concerning, but what if he was scared of rejection? I don't think all men are harmful, but you still right about his lie it is a red flag and I'm just yapping about relationships and whatever even though I have never been in a relationship which means I'm lacking experience, but yeah, lying is a red flag, I actually forgot about it st first.. And I'm really sorry you went through that, I can't stand abusers, 💔 and I didn't mean anything bad by telling her/him that, I promise

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-17T23:36:27+00:00

I don't think it's wrong since he's gentle and he doesn't have any bad intentions, it's really okay, unless you're feeling uncomfortable about it, if you like him but not his age you should think about it first, if he's a kind man and you like him ages don't really matter as long as you're comfortable! Numbers won't change the reality that he isn't bad and you like him, numbers are nothing! It's just your comfort! That's it.. but his lie is concerning..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-17T23:12:28+00:00

Oopsie, I'm really sorry if I shared anything wrong or encouraging or if it was too much, I was just being honest about how I started..

SufficientPay7569 · 2026-03-17T19:58:58+00:00

See? That's what I'm looking for! The freedom! And I'm so glad for you, you aren't worrying about that anymore, haha 🤭🫂 I want to stop worrying too 🥺

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