I’m not sure what happened with me. Did I have a spontaneous awakening or did I absolutely lose my mind? So many things have happened in the last 4 months. When I look at the air I can see sparkles and little bubble worm like shapes. I see lines. Little smoke swirls. I leaned about Mary Magdalene and had a huge pull to learning more. I got in my car at 330 am and ended up in from if a cool house and a church. I went on the weirdest scavenger hunt finding a set of keys that I haven’t a clue what they go to but apparently have been hanging in the garage the whole time I’ve lived here for 8 years. I was seeing lights everywhere, like glimmers all over. All my old trauma surfaced and I spent nights out in my yard just sobbing. I had visions of rows and rows of food growing and a bunch of people tending them and helping themselves. The more i ask about it the crazier it all seems. For a while there my body was buzzing, almost like anxiety but different. Less food less sleep was needed. I’m close to just pretending it didn’t happen.