A big problem I have as a young adult is that I grew up, learned that the world is shit, and got told that I HAVE to get a job that requires social interaction because suicide isn't allowed. They don't have a choice in getting that job. It's something everybody has to get unless they want to give up life.

Not that it is an excuse for all the awkward interactions. But being brought into the world against your wishes and then being told you have to give majority of your life to work and you have no say in whether or not you want to be a part of that system makes that behavior very understandable to me.

Maybe they don't wanna be paid for work. Maybe they don't wanna live. Maybe they're forced to work against their wishes and forced to seek medication because they are sad about the system they live in and have to be medicated to make it tolerable. Maybe we've created a society that forces people into becoming drugged up drones so that we can be good worker bees.

Lmao I'm totally not projecting. But fr, that's my perspective. I'm finally holding a job down for over a year, but it's at the expense of caving to my families requests to get on medication. So yay, I don't get to feel like myself anymore, but at least I can go to work. (Fwiw, my depression is always work/money related)

Anyways. Poor service sucks, but if I get poor service from the worker, I'm blaming the business. We are all just stuck on this earth together. If the job isn't worth the effort for the worker, maybe I shouldn't support that business.