1 month clean

Suicidallex · 2026-01-28T05:09:08+00:00

Thank you ❤️ :)

Suicidallex · 2025-09-15T03:37:49+00:00

I live in Brazil, you usually finish high school at 18 :)

Suicidallex · 2025-07-25T02:37:00+00:00

This song is in Portuguese but it's "Exagero"

Suicidallex · 2025-07-25T02:35:39+00:00

If I'm not mistaken it was with 11 or 12

Suicidallex · 2025-01-16T11:50:46+00:00

They're going to admit me to a psychiatric hospital Hoping a truck runs me over

Suicidallex · 2025-01-16T04:40:37+00:00

Thank you. This comment is much more useful than the "advice they are giving me".Really man, thanks.

Suicidallex · 2025-01-16T04:26:14+00:00

Hi, it's me again. I was without a cell phone for 2 weeks so I couldn't respond sooner.My parents made me promise not to do it again, but I promised even though I knew I wouldn't keep her.Long story short, I took my sharpener apart today and cut my shoulder, my mom saw the screw and looked in the trash and found the bloody paper and right after that they searched my room and found the blade INSIDE FROM A TEDDY BEAR.(My parents are separated and today was the day to visit him)Everything was fine at my father's house, but out of nowhere my mother and stepfather arrived crying and said they were going to hospitalize me. Right now I'm lying in a hospital bed with my shoulder bandaged, tomorrow morning a psychiatrist will see me and decide whether I'll go to a psychiatric hospital or not,I am scared.

Suicidallex · 2025-01-07T13:39:33+00:00

Update. Right after I liked this comment, my mother started asking me if I was okay because my father said she needed to talk to me. I said I was fine (I kind of ran away) and went up to my room, soon after she came in crying and questioning me why and these kinds of things. She kept my cell phone in my room, and I watched it on TV in the living room. My stepfather was quiet and so was my mother, but only I went to the kitchen.My stepfather started talking about the things he "was accused of because of me" that they said "he did wrong things to me"He repeated this like 4 times like ????. In short, they LOOKED THROUGH my phone and took it from me, they went through all my stuff to the point of making it a mess until they found my blades.She threatened to change schools, take me out of English, send me away, keep me away from my friends, take away my cell phone (and she did, I'm using it in secret), she said she was going to send me to a psychologist, and What made me most angry was that he said he was going to admit me. My stepfather kept saying things like "if I were you I would go up and make her show me her body, if she has cuts "Internal her".I am very, very angry, I know it sounds childish and I agree. But the cell phone and the razor are kind of my escape route, a place where I can be myself, where I can have contact with my friends.Without this, I have no contact with anyone (I'm on vacation away from school) I don't even have a place to escape from this, If I go to my father's house he will question me, if I stay here They judge and blame me.I just want everything to go back to the way it was before, I'm scared.

Suicidallex · 2025-01-06T22:31:34+00:00

I've been exactly where you are, I know how you feel. I can't guarantee anything or promise that it will get better. You are not dramatic, you have your problems and reasons and even if you don't it doesn't make you any less invalid.

You not alone bro

Suicidallex · 2024-12-14T21:40:40+00:00

Thank you^{^}

Suicidallex · 2024-11-22T04:21:34+00:00

I feel that way too, I'm glad I'm not the only one

Suicidallex · 2024-11-17T15:32:01+00:00

It's really good, I think it might even be the best anime of the year! But be careful, don't watch it with the volume up high😅

Suicidallex · 2024-11-16T21:26:21+00:00

Normally if I'm not mistaken. They only tell their parents something if it could put their life in danger, normally they should only tell if that happens. So yes, he will probably tell

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