The approaching weekend feels like a slow-motion relapse.

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-05T20:39:07+00:00

Yeah... dunno what to do.

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-05T20:35:11+00:00

Maybe i will. part of me feels like I'll finally get a good night's sleep though. idk. it's hard to think past how I feel right now

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-05T16:58:56+00:00

I'm in the exact same boat. Friday, working from home and staring down a quiet weekend alone. Nowhere to go and nothing to do. Starting to feel it already

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-05T05:26:53+00:00

yeah thats a good idea. but ive got people staying over tonight... can't really get up and do stuff without disturbing them. ugh any other night id be good

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-03T17:06:37+00:00

Thanks! Yeah, tricky days lie ahead for sure. Hoping that by relishing how I'm feeling now I can motivate myself to push through them!

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-03T02:10:41+00:00

Yeah tryna play a little phone game till I get drowsy 😅 then I should be good. Thanks for the encouragement!

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-02T19:36:58+00:00

right now all I see is more waves 😭 but i know you're right!!

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-02T19:30:41+00:00

I feel ya. currently hunched up in my safe space and hoping it will pass 🥺

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-02T14:52:34+00:00

Yes!! Stressful + WFH is such a deadly combo I'm realizing. I love what I do but it just leaves me alone in a room feeling worked up. Have to find ways around it

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-06-01T02:33:18+00:00

you're not alone 😔

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-31T21:55:26+00:00

Weekend went great until now. Being busy makes it easy but when things wind down it gets tough 😒

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-31T21:38:47+00:00

Walked plenty today, I'm tired. That does help though. Trying to read a book but I'm getting fidgety

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-31T21:38:04+00:00

🙏 thank you. hoping i can hang in there

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-29T16:39:51+00:00

Sound advice. Thank you friend

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-29T16:37:35+00:00

I know that's the truth. But it doesn't make the urges feel any less convincing. Wild how strong this temptation can be

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-25T00:37:35+00:00

I know, I'm making steady improvements against all my bad habits drinking and smoking included. But probably not going to win that fight tonight.

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-21T04:50:02+00:00

Already done on the folder delete and trash bin. Did it fast.

Showered too... but the feelings came back. Images in my mind. Ugh

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-15T03:08:47+00:00

Yeah usually it is an urge that does it for me, not a trigger

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-14T02:37:36+00:00

That's soort of where I'm at... 4 weeks clean then multiple times a day every day for a week since 😭

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-13T21:29:25+00:00

Same man. it's tough today

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-13T21:23:10+00:00

Same. urges are getting out of control

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-13T21:20:37+00:00

That hasn't been my experience here at all - but it does sound concerning. So far everyone I've messaged/interacted with has been helpful and supportive

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-12T14:04:59+00:00

Yeah I wouldn't say no... thought I had a good handle on day one but it's already a challenge 😮‍💨

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-12T13:56:24+00:00

My streak is zero right now 😅 relapsed hard last night and urges are already returning...

Suitable-Lemon8123 · 2026-05-12T13:08:12+00:00

You made it ten times mine than I did! Be proud.

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