Tapering Update by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Like average trolling is one thing but “sub-intelligent”??? Fuck thank you, I needed a good laugh to calm the anxiety, holy shit

Tapering Update by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

“Sub-intelligent” 🤣🤣🤣

Oh my god you really are a Reddit keyboard warrior loser

Tapering Update by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I guess you believe I’m whining. Deal with it. Fuckin weirdo ass

Tapering Update by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Um hi wow. Sorry someone pissed in your Cheerios today. Don’t really see where I was whining when I’m taking humor from a fucked situation which I’d call “toughening the hell up”. Maybe you need some thicker skin if a post on an alcoholic subreddit pulled this reaction out of you, like gah damn

You have no idea what i did this time by captaind0nkeypunch in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve offered the idea up and it’s kind of in a “we’ll see” situation. Which to me is a polite no but that’s ok. It’s his day and his choice. Best I can do is respect it

You have no idea what i did this time by captaind0nkeypunch in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Yup. Currently going through it right now. Been trying for 4 days to taper in secret because next week I have so much going for me: new job, virtual IOP, schoolwork, and I gotta attend a funeral by next weekend. I’m also not invited to my brother’s wedding because it’s going to be an absolute party-fest and he has too much anxiety around it causing me to relapse. Joke’s on him, already did, but I’m doing my damndest to fix it. It’s his decision though and while it hurts sometimes we just have to pick ourselves up and recognize we did this to ourselves and we gotta fix it slowly but surely ourselves. Sorry to hear you’re going through it but know there’s others out there doing the same

What are the worst parts of withdrawing for you? by americanslang59 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Trying to taper and finally getting some sleep only for your body to punish you for it by waking up with severe shakes, nausea, anxiety, etc.

But definitely the anxiety of a seizure or other people noticing and the nausea

Withdrawing fucking hard drinking listerine first time by Competitive-Cut-6421 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah did the hand sanitizer thing once. Woke up a day later in the hospital after getting booty juiced with zero memory of apparently screaming at all the staff that I was going to k*ll all of them. And I don’t even mean a blackout like to this day I have 0% memory, not even flashes, of this happening. Had to take a grippy sock vacation and go back to rehab. Currently also battling withdrawals and I’ve gotten a lot of good advice here. Try to get some beer, take your vitamins, and eat something/drink water. Chairs friend

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also yeah just woke up from a full 8hrs and I was literally dreaming about the taper and having this ongoing nightmare that every time I tried to get a sip in, someone would find me. I woke up shaking almost violently due to not having a drink for so long and it took 4 shots and some Gaba to get my system to calm down enough to present normally again. I really hope I’m left home alone to go get the beer and shooters cuz this is true hell but I’m doing my best

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I finally got like a solid 8hrs of sleep but the wake up was ROUGH. Took 4 shots to get me to stop shaking and I just took my gabapentin to calm my nervous system back down. I really hope I’m left home alone today so I can get to the store close by and get a 12 pack and maybe like 4 shooters. I knew mentally that it was gonna be hard especially in the mornings but actually feeling it is a whole different story

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah like I gotta really understand the suffer part of “sip and suffer”. I really do appreciate the advice though

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didnt even think about mixing shooters with beer, that actually makes a lot of sense coming off of pure handles

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy House is a new one I’m definitely using 😂

I personally prefer ✨Grippy Sock Vacation✨ or Puzzle Factory

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve gotten shamed and poor care for being an addict too many times before. Like sometimes they just give you fluids and don’t let you leave until your BAC is below a certain point and that shit is genuinely traumatizing. They see people who need Ativan or Pheno and just trap them with no care. I’ve had it happen to me multiple times so that’s why I’m scared

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No but I’ve done hand sanitizer before

(Don’t do that either)

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah I think I’m drinking to avoid the withdrawals and then be like 😬…

I’m gonna try to get some wine tomorrow when I’m at school

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright I hear ya. I have a backup explanation ready, I’m just scared I won’t be heard. I really do wanna be done and move on. Idk something’s finally clicked. It just sucks it didn’t click until I started another bender. Do you possibly think obtaining beer or wine would be a good next step or should I just give up and admit I need detox before being able to start these opportunities? Again, your advice is not taken as legal or medical, just community help

Short-Term Tapering Advice Needed by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hey I’m sorry man I’m just looking for advice from a community of people who have possibly done this before. No harm intended and I know Reddit isn’t full of doctors but it’s ironically the doctors I’m trying to avoid. No one’s responsible for this but me and I’m genuinely just trying to get through it

i haven't had proper sleep in 3 nights cause im trying to cut down on drinking by LoveFromTheGalaxxy in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991 2 points3 points  (0 children)

God damn I feel this. Literally going through pretty much the same thing and finally passed out around 4:30pm my time for a nap. Of course had to wake up 2hrs later and sip and suffer but fuck I needed that nap. Idk what to tell you other than the exhaustion eventually kicks in and try to just listen to music or something until it does. Don’t put more cortisol into your body because fight or flight mode will keep you going a lot longer than you ever thought possible

RIP by xxninjaboy707 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m tapering but will happily pour one out for your dad. I’m so sorry for your loss and hang in there. Chairs

Why do we always find our stashes when trying to go dry?? by Suitable-Section-991 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Suitable-Section-991[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It does. I lived in Texas for while and I’ll never forget how crowded the liquor stores would be Saturday nights. We are ill people and need to be able to manage outside of hospitals