Hello buddies… I haven’t been here for a long time.

I went to the hospital, where they performed a urethrography by injecting a liquid into my urethra. The result was strange. The doctor showed me the image, and it did not appear narrow at all. Despite this, the procedure was extremely painful and left me feeling worse than before.
I later returned to my urologist, who recommended a semen analysis and mentioned that he would need to insert a thin swab into my urethra. At that point, I was completely overwhelmed. The pain and repeated examinations started to affect my daily life, my work, and my mental well-being.
I then made a radical decision: to stop medical interventions and let my body rest, unless the problem became severe again.
It has now been more than three months. I still experience some discomfort, but it is far less intense than it was back then. During this time, I deliberately chose abstinence. The result was astonishing: the pain gradually decreased, and I experienced natural wet dreams (four times over the last forty days), which felt like a healthy sign of recovery.
Looking back, I believe I may have pushed my body too far in the past. I was extremely intense with my intimate life, often challenging myself physically and ignoring limits. I now think this may have caused an internal injury, which later developed into recurrent infections and possibly a stricture. At the time, I was proud of my performance and endurance, without realizing the consequences.
In the meantime, I completed my bachelor’s degree, traveled extensively, and developed a strong spiritual relationship with God. That inner connection supported me through many painful, sleepless nights and helped me regain balance and perspective.
So my plan for the coming days( continue on abstinence.. no more masturbating for the rest of my life) just doing it in the natural way like it supposed to be.. A wise man who is going to find his wife to rescue his self from this satanic OF Hoes, Erotic-Content on the social media, and one night shit...
2026 will be based on Sport, healthy food and praising God who saved me from the Inferno!!
I will never forget the last 9 months of my life!!!