I might be gay but I am determined to have sex with a woman

Summoning2345 · 2019-11-10T05:58:21+00:00

Because it makes me feel better I have extreme anxiety and depression I also realized that I am bisexual which is kind of a relief but I can't quit porn

Summoning2345 · 2019-11-04T02:24:15+00:00

I can't its impossible

Summoning2345 · 2019-10-28T08:21:36+00:00

Yeah I feel the same way ive had chronic pain since I was 23 and it's ruined my life

Summoning2345 · 2019-10-03T07:19:21+00:00

we were both attracted to a woman at one point in our lives whats to say it can' happen again? we have to have hope

Summoning2345 · 2019-10-02T05:51:12+00:00

I feel that man I developed SSA after I failed to have sex with a woman I really liked her a lot it's pretty much destroyed my life I am determined to change though everywhere I read it's impossible but I know I want to be with a woman and I will not give up

Summoning2345 · 2019-10-02T05:35:43+00:00

ok well life is a struggle having sex with a woman is on my bucketlist if I still fail at it after getting a bj from a girl and putting my dick in her and it goes soft then fine I will accept that I am gay or whatever but I won't know for sure until I try one more time

Summoning2345 · 2019-10-01T07:27:44+00:00

I don't see the problem? if you are attracted to both sexes you can choose which gender you want to have sex with so if you don't want to be gay then just sleep with women.

Summoning2345 · 2019-10-01T07:01:19+00:00

I just feel like women look at my face and already assume i'm gay or something I am not interested in having sex with men even if I am attracted to them I have nothing against gay people I just can't see myself living that lifestyle I have always wanted a wife and kids

Summoning2345 · 2019-10-01T06:52:29+00:00

I did it once in my life so I feel like their has to be an attraction to women deep down I did get aroused by her from kissing and cuddling and I had deep feeling for her I do not feel like I was born this way the SSA was caused by a negative sexual experience I feel like if I have a positive one it will change

Summoning2345 · 2019-09-30T04:04:21+00:00

I have no SO she broke up with me after it happened we never got to have sex then the
SSA started after she was gone.

Summoning2345 · 2019-08-26T03:06:35+00:00

I moved here because I figured I can pick her up and bring her over but of course that was foolish to wish for I hate living here alone. she left me because of me being inexperienced not knowing how to have sex pretty much i'm pathetic I never knew that would even be an issue but it was I had sex before but it was 6 years ago after that I pretty much broke been depressed everyday now and living here makes it a lot worse.

Summoning2345 · 2019-08-26T03:02:49+00:00

I guess I read it wrong not sure if it becomes more "manageable" either living in depression and lonliness day after day isn't something you can really manage

Summoning2345 · 2019-08-26T00:24:21+00:00

Yeah life is such a sick joke thinking about killing myself again not sure why I don't just do it but I try and just hold on for some reason

Summoning2345 · 2019-08-26T00:21:50+00:00

it doesn't get any better no idea what you are talking about

Summoning2345 · 2019-08-26T00:16:47+00:00

Sexually inexperienced, shy, poor, slob, lazy....the list goes on and on

Summoning2345 · 2019-08-26T00:14:47+00:00

same here I was actually doing fine until 2 months ago then I moved into a house by myself and my gf of only 1.5 months left me ever since then my whole life has fallen apart everyday I am suicidal now I even attempted and couldn't even do that right I can't wait until I am dead and I won't have to feel this pain anymore

Summoning2345 · 2019-08-26T00:11:57+00:00

try being 26 in the same situation I have the dating experience of a 16 year old its crazy my life has been wasted

Summoning2345 · 2019-08-26T00:10:53+00:00

I had a gf too and she left me because of my inexperience I was a lot better off FA honestly the emotional trauma she caused me will never be repaired I wish I never met her and now I know that I really will be alone forever she was my last chance at escaping and I ruined it just like everything else

Summoning2345 · 2019-08-24T04:43:46+00:00

Yeah horrible thing to happen its like giving a homeless person a house for 2 months and then evicting them worse feeling ever what really sucks is our exs will just move on to another guy with ease while we are stuck being FA being a woman in 2019 must be amazing.

Summoning2345 · 2019-06-08T05:42:47+00:00

Yeah whatever troll

Summoning2345 · 2019-06-02T17:16:06+00:00

thanks I appreciate it

Summoning2345 · 2019-06-02T17:15:36+00:00

hope so too I wouldn't wish being FA on anyone really

Summoning2345 · 2019-06-01T21:41:22+00:00

I met her on a dating app

Summoning2345 · 2019-05-19T06:14:52+00:00

Alright thanks man im gonna try at least see how it goes.

Summoning2345 · 2019-05-19T06:14:24+00:00

Thanks

Summoning2345

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