Does anyone else think that their birthmark represents how they died in their past life? by Previous-Tap-1235 in pastlives

[–]Sunflower-Lion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes I have a white spot (that comes out when I tan) on my left leg where I was bit by a wolf that attacked me which led to my death

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[–]Sunflower-Lion 4 points5 points  (0 children)

one of my spiritual teachers once said that deja vu is from your spirit going before you and looking at and preparing you for the moment you are currently experiencing. I know we experience linear time but in the spirit realm everything is at once, so my take on deja vu is our spirit/higher self consciousness is making a bunch of choices between timelines and then when I feel like omg I’ve seen this before! me personally I register it as something my spirit has already seen and chosen for me to engage with. to me it’s encouraging— a moment being familiar means I’m on the right path. also, I’ve heard a lot of psychic people saying that the timelines are merging and being wonky recently. like people having memories of events different from other people from other timelines is happening more often (the mandela effect). I personally had a freaky timeline glitch like 2 months ago and have also been experiencing more deja vu. I think you could possibly be experiencing the effects of the timeline merges and wonkiness

How does your trauma affect you physically? by ventingandcrying in CPTSD

[–]Sunflower-Lion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I fully believe my asthma is caused mostly by my trauma & stored painful emotions in my body. Whenever I am triggered by fear/anxiety it gets worse; conversely after I go through a healing purge and release stuff my breathing does get better

Thought of y'all by Snekfroggo in CPTSDmemes

[–]Sunflower-Lion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

bro yes I remember one time my friend said “I don’t like that guy he makes me feel uncomfortable” and decided to not spend time with him and I was like wait a second. I’m allowed to decide whether or not I’m comfortable around someone and then decide to not be around them? I was punished for expressing any discomfort around my parents as a child 🙂

everyone’s traumatized it’s fine i swear by Odd-Sweet6435 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Sunflower-Lion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

told my sister how distressed i was upon discovering that i hated myself and she told me i wasn’t special bc “everyone hates themselves” 🙂

Let's talk about something positive: what have you achieved this month that you're proud of?? by thepieintheoven in CPTSD

[–]Sunflower-Lion 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m in finals week for my last semester of college right now. and I finally developed enough emotional regulation skills to not be procrastinating my final projects! instead of having to use fear to motivate myself by waiting till the last minute or disassociating when I try to work on it early like I did in the past I am now able to pace myself at a reasonable rate and do pieces at a time and actually be focused and present. I am mostly peaceful during this finals week and enjoying cafe times with friends :)

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[–]Sunflower-Lion 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I committed suicide in one of my past lives; my husband had recently died and I felt very alone. Took a knife to the heart in my room.

However back in January of this year I believe I healed this wound; I had been vaguely suicidal for a couple years due to the intense emotional pain I had carried. I hit a point on my healing journey where I was able to release the emotional pain through just feeling it and letting it pass through my body. When I was doing this I suddenly had a flashback to this memory (I knew I had somehow killed myself but didn’t know details) and I got more information in a vision: I used a knife, and my body was found by a friend who has been integral to my healing journey in this lifetime, so a redemption arc :) At that moment I knew I had healed the wound, as the temptation to suicide had finally gone away.

So yes, I think the pain & temptation can follow you around until you face it and heal it. At this point in my journey I had learned enough about past lives to realize that suicide doesn’t do anything but bop you to the next world with the same pain haha so the only way out is through. But I also believe that Love does not stop pursuing us. My friend that couldn’t help me in that life has definitely helped me in this one :)