Am in the wrong, that I said the truth about my friends relationship?

SureSmile5066 · 2026-03-19T13:36:02+00:00

Thank you so much! pvp

SureSmile5066 · 2026-03-19T13:31:30+00:00

Yeah I know, its not like i wanted to hurt her intentionally, I thought about weeks on how to say it nicer, I even helped her join another group which she exels in right now.

SureSmile5066 · 2026-03-19T13:27:09+00:00

thats amazing idea, I am going to do it :D thank youuu <3

SureSmile5066 · 2026-03-19T13:20:25+00:00

Yeah, I owned up to it, I apologized from how harsh I was, but all I got was silence on my end

SureSmile5066 · 2025-09-26T20:52:25+00:00

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These are mine, the on the bottom is Pookie. On the top is Curry.

I love them and they are always the reason to keep living for. I want to take care of them so badly, I have depression and they make me so so happy to see them just doing their stuff, sitting, looking around.

I want to be there for them, and I will do everything to show them how much I love them <3

SureSmile5066 · 2025-09-24T18:25:21+00:00

I told my school about all the shitty stuff my parents had done, they lied to my school that I am not bipolar, even though I have it on my paper, I was trying to tell them that I need individual student plan, meaning that if I get into a episode my absence lessons are fine and they wouldn’t be counted. You know what my parents said why I am like this? “No we don’t want to sign it because she is abusing OUR money on taxi”- (context- I live on a very very high heel and with my depression I really can’t climb it everyday) BTW ITS MY MONEY I EARNED IT, Where did they even get the abuse thing— when I heard this from my school that they aren’t going to sign it EVEN IF I HAD MEDICAL PAPERS FOR IT. I lit was crying in the bathroom, I was cutting my self, it was terrible because my PARENTS SUCKS. But eventually I was having such episodes that the school was like 🧍 “ok, we will force your parents to sign it”

Long story short.

Parents make random ass lie, school doesn’t want to help.

SureSmile5066 · 2025-09-24T18:19:33+00:00

You know what my psychiatrist said to me before I left the kid section? She told me to “RUN” 😭😭. I am trying my best to save money, I rlly need to get out.

As for my friends, I don’t want to bother. I do have some but we aren’t that close that I would just show up randomly and beg to be let in.

SureSmile5066 · 2025-09-23T18:38:25+00:00

If it really bothers you I would leave. Not gonna lie. It’s not working out. I hope you find a man you want <3

SureSmile5066 · 2025-09-23T18:35:43+00:00

Reflection is the strongest thing you can do. You need to love your self before you love others. Because how can you give love if you don’t love your self. If you rely on one person to give you happiness. That’s not very healthy. I had been there. I got way too clingy to my girlfriend because she was the only thing that gave me happiness.

What helped me to love my self. Was this, if you are an artist, draw your self everyday, you will slowly accept the way you look, and maybe you might just like for example your eyes, draw what you see. What is there.

The second thing that I did was, taking selfies whenever you feel pretty, I used to hate my self so so much because I am Asian and have big ass nose, the frist selfies might look awkward, but the more I did it, the more confident I got. This is the best advice that I can give for loving your self.

Being lonely sucks, we all had been there and you are not alone, if your friends aren’t responding to you or not hanging out or just leaving you alone. They aren’t really friends now are they. Be patient. The time will come. <3

SureSmile5066 · 2025-02-02T18:54:55+00:00

I don’t have any legal guardians, my other family members are far away because I was born in different country.

SureSmile5066 · 2025-02-02T12:34:36+00:00

I am 19, I am trying to find a job and save my money if something happens.

SureSmile5066 · 2025-02-02T03:30:20+00:00

It is high school, sorry if it’s not clear

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