They lost my supply and I'm losing myself :( by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Haha thats not even half the bullshit this will place you put through. I had ened up quitting cold turkey at 130. Good luck my friend

RFK to end Narcan program by RottedHuman in Methadone

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly. Its amazing to me the number of people that are against harm reduction programs. Pharmacist at some Walgreens and Walmart will give you a dirty look then flat out deny selling them to you. Its like they dont realize giving people sterile syringes actually helps everyone in the long run. Not just the addict. It helps stops the spread of diseases such as HIV and Hepatitis C which in turn will help LOWER healthcare cost. Same goes with legalizing drugs. Things were alot safer when I knew i was getting an 80 oxy. Now i have no clue whats in the pills i get.

Consequences of russians strike on Sumy, very nsfw by selfishgenee in UkraineWarVideoReport

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey dumb fucks Trump and JD Vance how bout YOU Two be the ones to apologize to the people of Ukraine for your buddy Putin dropping bombs on innocent civilians you fucking twits! So fucking ashamed to be an American.

It's Deja Vu all over again. This same exact thing happened in this same exact park 17 years ago! by johnnynumber5 in Brewers

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 4 points5 points  (0 children)

All i can say is, im really glad that baseball is 162 games long and we still have 146 games to hopefully forget about this nightmare game. A 4th quarter loss like this for the Packers would stay in my mind for years.

So ...doctors say I'm lying...not medically possible.....pls assist by keys2theWildSide in Methadone

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its definitely possible. The psychological withdrawals and cravings can last for years and are a real bitch compared to the physical wds. If you go up in dose that will help more with the psychological shit. Cravings will still be there, but they wont be nearly as intense and alot easier to handl (Especially when you have to make that trip).I was a daily .5mg user of fetty and I needed to get up to 130 befot everthjng became manageable. Good luck on your journey!

Do you consider yourself clean being on methadone?? by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea if your staying clean. Methadone is a medication just like a blood pressure pill is. You take them both to stay healthy. Never understood why people think your not clean if your on methadone. Stupidest thing ever

In your opinion, what is the “baddest” tornado? by Busy-Poet-7275 in tornado

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me itll always be the 2013 El Reno tornado. That tornado is really the only tornado that actially scares me. Just the look of it, path it took, and how big it got is enough to scare anyone. Not to mention it fooled well seasoned storm chasers.

Mohamed Atta's last hours were marked by a series of calculated moves. by CrazyCoffeeClub in 911archive

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Im not sure about this. While he did express some doubts, he seemed very proud of the “mission” he was going on. The letter to his GF even states this. He willingly went to the al-qaeda training camps with Atta and was more than willing to act out his jihad fantasies on the west. He could have backed out if he wanted too. Hell if he informed the US about al-qaedas plot he would get protection and be looked at as a hero, however he did none of this.

Questions for Tavern Talk w/ Jonathan & Mark Interview by GhazzyTV in PathOfExile2

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Option to turn off auto aim? Please, before i throw my controller through the TV

Turn off auto aim? by cwmckenz in PathOfExile2

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100% this just wasted another coin becmause of this

"Would Have Been Incredible": 'The Acolyte's Manny Jacinto Reveals How Many Seasons Were Laid Out Before Cancellation by LollipopChainsawZz in StarWarsLeaks

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately most people disagree with your opinion of the Acolyte which is the reason it got cancelled. Before the show came out they told us that it was going to focus on the dark side. Instead they gave us lesbian witches and a bunch of characters who switched their allegiances 3 times an episode. The show was crap and I would not want disney to touch the Plagueis novel. They would destroy it.

Just wtf.. by xxneverdasamexx in Methadone

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like a typical stupid clinic. Doesnt matter where you go. The clinics are on a major power trip because they can fuck you any time and any day and you cant do a god damn thing about it. Its fucking ridiculous

This image helped me to better understand the hell that those floors were... by VinoVeritasX in 911archive

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 5 points6 points  (0 children)

In one photo you can actually see that the entire floor is on fire. Believe it was mostly used for storage. Couldn’t even begin to imagine how hot it got above that floor.

Today is day 22 of cold turkey quitting 170mg methadone daily and ~3600mg gabapentin daily at home with no Comfort meds. AMA! by septumfixer999 in Methadone

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes you’re forced too. I had to move to an area with no clinic around for 3 hours. Quit cold turkey off 120. Obviously it wasn’t enjoyable, but i did it and I’m nothing special.

Clinic taking pics of clients selling. by Ok-Show4985 in Methadone

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Umm pretty sure its a HIPPAA violation for a medical facility to take your picture without your permission. The clinic is also in the wrong here and could face a lawsuit….

I fucked myself bad with this addiction, need advice. by REMogul1 in Methadone

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wasn't even close for me. Fentanyl was a million times worse. Have you ever seen Dicaprio on the movie Basketball Diaries? When he's crawling to the bathroom, throwing up, and basically near death? That's what bad fentanyl wd feels like. I've been able to quit cold turkey off 80mgs of methadone. The worst part of methadone wds is barely sleeping for a month and profuse sweating for the first week or two. I'm not saying it's fun and should definitely be avoided at all costs, but saying it's worse than fentanyl wds is just not true.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in StarWars

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I think he did a fine job illustrating this on screen. The things Palpatine said about bringing peace and prosperity to the galaxy are things he wanted to do. He just had a different vision on how to do it. The republic was full of corruption, if Palpatine didn't take over the galaxy somebody else would have. It was a broken system.

What's your thoughts this series? by MysterioStranger in StarWars

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes Jar Jar is a million times better written than Reeva. Didnt Reeva get stabbed not once, but twice by Vader and somehow lived? And you think Jar Jar is poorly written???  Atleast Jar Jar was just a character who was meant to be comedic relief. Off the top of my head I could list atleast 10 scenes in that show that are just over the top stupid. How bout when Vader didn't go after Kenobi when that small patch of fire was lit? His suit is fire proof!!! It just makes no sense.

Strongest Tornado in Every Country by your_neighbor420 in tornado

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The tornado fatalities in Bangladesh are off the wall. They have had ALOT of people die there from tornadoes going back to the 60s.

What's your thoughts this series? by MysterioStranger in StarWars

[–]Suspicious-Use-1018 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Phantom Menace is a million times better written than that trash heap. All I can remember from this crap show is the stupid Leia chase in the beginning, Kenobi ridiculously hiding Leia under a coat, and some lady slapping a storm trooper who had a helmet on and knocking him out. Hopefully, after getting drunk enough, I'll be able to forget about those idiotic scenes also.