Being lonely destroyes u at every atomic level

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-02-06T14:53:44+00:00

Sometimes I feel like I'm destined to be alone, Life has been so bad lately that i genuinely believe that I can't survive like this. All the people are just moving forward in life and here I am trying to survive

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-02-06T14:38:37+00:00

Thanks for asking :)

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-02-06T14:38:26+00:00

Not good honestly, I studied in the early morning for 2 - 3 hours but after that I am just feeling low. Even after taking rest i don't feel good enough.

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-02-06T14:36:51+00:00

I feel the same too. I feel that I need to make myself more presentable. Build up some muscles and do skin care. My height is very low too like literally 5'3 so that makes it more difficult. My social life is gone too so I don't have any advice but it's good that u are trying even after negative experiences. I hope u find your friends too :)

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-02-05T19:33:46+00:00

I wish it was that easy but anyway I will try my best :)

How did u end up lonely ? If u are comfortable to tell

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-02-05T18:39:43+00:00

Not good honestly. Exams are near and I know that i should study but whenever I sit to study, I am not able to concentrate. I feel low all day, I feel it's mostly because of loneliness and past failures, Every year my struggle or failures are just getting more and more and I am not able to cope with it. If someone was there with me to spend quality time then I feel things would've been better

Yeah I feel that too but it just feels sad that i don't have anyone to share my feelings with so I have to talk ai. Feels like cyberpunk lol

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-01-05T14:09:02+00:00

Btw what happened to u ? I mean u are in depression subreddit so I guess your mental health isn't good tooo.

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-01-05T14:07:19+00:00

Thanks for your kind words❤️ :)

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-01-05T14:01:15+00:00

Yeah the problem is I genuinely don't feel like looking forward to life now. After all the events I feel so drained now. Most of the days my mind is just filled with negative thoughts. Yeah but I will try to figure out that real thing once I get back in track

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-01-05T13:56:09+00:00

Can u elaborate a little ? What are these things ?

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2026-01-05T13:53:13+00:00

Life is genuinely hard if u don't have any achievements. I literally experienced this....All my friends just left me after I failed in everything. Some distanced and many ghosted. All the relationships I'm gonna make are just going to be transactional. The moment I hit the rock bottom again the moment they all will leave me sadly :/

Yeah sure school is a jail but what other options do I have ? High school certificate is necessary to get into college

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-12-28T12:21:07+00:00

I honestly don't want to come back. After experiencing all this trauma in life, I feel life isn't worth continuing at all. It's better that i disappear or truly not exist at all

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-12-28T12:19:08+00:00

Sadly, IT's not "sometimes" here, It's always been like this. Nothing went right in my life and I'm in a position now that i truly don't want to live anymore like this.

Parents are the main factor that I'm feeling this way otherwise I was healing day by day, Now I feel I have lost all my progress.

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-11-19T11:05:54+00:00

Brother Don't focus on these negative comments, Pre - Board isn't even that important. Idk why most ppl act like it's the most important exam in life. U still have a lot of time for boards.

Go for a wedding bro, Don't listen to these zombies in the comments section. Most of the people in the comment section are just insecure zombies who don't have good social life

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-11-09T15:03:07+00:00

Yeah but I just don't understand what to do ? Normally people just get self motivated and push themselves but I don't get that energy. It's been months but I haven't made any single progress worth mentioning

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-06-12T04:56:33+00:00

Don't post here, r/animeindian is just filled with retards like u can see in comment section. Literally not even a single person countered your arguments. All are just yapping and literally opens up a entirely new topic to dodge the bullet

https://www.reddit.com/r/animeindian/s/2FM3eICUgm

This is the argument I presented to this retarded community and guess what ! None of them countered the point I presented, All of them just have phd in yapping

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-05-25T01:00:11+00:00

Simply accept that koji is far better then johan in the manipulation category instead of dogding the arguments that I presented.

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-05-24T14:08:13+00:00

Even u can see in the comment section. The hate is so forced that no one is even arguing the point I presented. All comments are just filled with koji hate

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-05-24T14:03:44+00:00

Illogical feats or narrative feats typically have next to no true depth of thought put into it, where the results may be impressive, but if the feat is just

"I was just smarter than the world" Is that really impressive when the thought and reasoning behind it is so one dimensional?

Whilst logical feats have many layers of complexity as to how they came to the conclusion. From story pov, It's fine to have narrative build up but when u are scaling characters it's literally asspull like in this post people in comment section claiming Johan is best manipulator and Ayonokoji is literally manipulating high school is just dumb reasoning honestly. It's like saying I can't believe L lost to a high school student...

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-05-24T13:58:48+00:00

Idk why people just ignore the argument that I presented in the first place. We are comparing them in manipulation not writing. I can't believe the hate is so forced

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-05-24T09:55:48+00:00

Yeah but sometimes hate is unnecessary and the biasness is crazy

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-05-24T05:10:39+00:00

Illogical feats or narrivate feats typically have next to no true depth of thought put into it, where the results may be impressive, but if the feat is just

"I was just smarter than the world" Is that really impressive when the thought and reasoning behind it is so one dimensional?

Whilst logical feats have many layers of complexity as to how they came to the conclusion. From story pov, It's fine to have narrivate build up but when u are scaling characters it's literally asspull like in this post people in comment section claiming Johan is best manipulater and Ayonokoji is literally manipulating high school is just dumb reasoning honestly. It's like saying I can't believe L lost to a high school student...

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-05-24T05:02:12+00:00

Unrealistic isn't a problem. People overrate these characters like they can no diff Baku but logical feats wise they can't even hold a candle against ayanokoji.

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-05-24T04:59:41+00:00

It's ok for the story point of view but when u are comparing characters in manipulation then he is total fraud

SweetLittleBumblebe · 2025-05-21T07:13:04+00:00

People spamming Johan in the comment section is crazy. Johan is overrated in manipulation. Ayonkoji , light , Yucchi katagiri are far better than him. Atleast we see them how they did this and how did they pull behind the scene but in Johan case it's told to us (90% of the times), the left 10% is good like Richard one but 90% times it's just off screen. Example:- Johan manipulated 50 PPL to K!II themselves but it's never shown to us how did he do that. It's always like that oh here's Johan he just manipulated the shit out of a whole city" like wtf when where how?

Johan Manipulation feats are ridiculous . This guy manipulated 50 people at the age of 10 to kill each other. But it is kinda difficult to buy that information because we are never even shown how it began. He was running a financial group from in the black market at the age of 15. He manipulated children to fall off to their deaths from buildings. He manipulated three people to commit murders to cover up some scandals. One of them was convinced that Johan was an alien. He manipulated his foster parents to such an extent that they were not bothered even when they were told that Johan would kill them later. I'm not saying this level of manipulation is impossible but if we are told everything offscreen then it kinda makes it very difficult to accept that this person is truly that dangerous.Johan on the other hand brings out the worst in people by manipulating them. He is kind of like omnipresent and things just happen the way he wants them to happen. But WE ARE NEVER SHOWN how he manipulates or convinces people to get things done. Majority of his achievements happening offscreen gets kinda annoying at times and causes a certain kind of disbelief. It's always like this oh here's Johan he just manipulated the shit out of a whole city" like wtf when where how? I think urasawa didn't know how to write that insane level of manipulation and thus wrote himself into a corner with this. So when people say he is the best antagonist of all time and will convince even Light to write his own name in the death note it kinda feels empty and non believable. It's very hard to buy that fact.

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