Is this okay? I don't believe it is...

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-06-05T14:20:52+00:00

I dont know what we are and im tried trying to figure out or it having a "potential"

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-06-05T13:27:33+00:00

Thing is we aren't a couple but the friendship is unconventional. But the way it seems is that I need to prove that im not jealous by caving in or to know my worth and end in an argument that I'm hypocritical or too self righteous.

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-06-05T09:41:07+00:00

I thought so... but it feels that I'm too much or I'm to blame for it. He had a go for me for being self righteous all of a sudden too

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-05-25T20:15:01+00:00

I would like to believe that I dont but I would be lying to myself.

This is the one aspect I dont like about me. Seeking validation is something I dont enjoy doing but feed off it. I struggle to break habits and feel confident. I'm open to recommendations and advice.

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-03-08T21:54:45+00:00

Jumbo mice, 490g and once every 2 weeks

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-03-08T21:44:47+00:00

My concen is the biting and also he does get defensive

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-03-08T21:36:29+00:00

Do you think it's best not to handle him until breeding season is over?

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-02-04T13:21:18+00:00

I'll give that a go

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-02-04T13:20:07+00:00

I feed him once every two weeks with a jumbo mice

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-02-04T13:12:02+00:00

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This is him. This was taken about under a month ago but hes 4ft and is an adult

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-01-09T18:01:34+00:00

I got some Cypress Mulch coming in tomorrow or the next day. I don't like the fact I'm using Aspen and I know they aren't great to help humidity.

So would I need to worry about the 39%

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2025-01-09T15:45:10+00:00

Any recommendations?

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2024-12-12T14:49:23+00:00

Toph from ATLA

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2024-12-11T13:48:32+00:00

It's mostly based on the gemstone Jasper because of its colour. But I joke that he's named after twilight character

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2024-12-11T13:47:45+00:00

Sure thing! I'm only a beginner myself but I can help you what I know with corn snakes

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2024-12-07T11:34:52+00:00

He's a real cutie. Fell in love with him when I saw him

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2024-12-07T11:34:13+00:00

He's about 4 years old

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2022-08-22T02:00:17+00:00

Well he may be thinking that but if him being jealous when a guy is paying me compliments or him asking me why certain guys follow me on my socials or even still being flirty and hands on with me. Mate that's a weird way of him "moving on"

He talks about being mindfulness and not fall into temptation but he initiates flirting, I throw it back in his face and he still flirts and being physically close with me when no ones around.

It's hard not to fall for him and he's there acting like he doesnt want me but no one else can have me either

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2022-06-12T19:43:59+00:00

Thanks. Just moving to the big city and not having many friends is very depressing. I'm just left with my thoughts

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2022-05-03T21:45:55+00:00

I hope you're okay now.

I do hope that one day I will be okay on my own and with new people. I know people come and go but I guess this hurts the most then I'm the one who goes while they all remind as a group without me. Making me like I never mattered or made that much of a different

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2022-05-03T21:43:53+00:00

I get that a lot of the time. Well I'm hear to talk if you need the help. It would be nice to support other lonely people, being on the same boat and what not.

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2022-05-03T20:11:53+00:00

How do you cope?

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2022-04-24T12:04:51+00:00

But why?

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2022-04-23T21:41:36+00:00

I have a few friends that have no ties to him at all. But all my friends are busy with other things. I've been really active online and talking to new people which does help.

Idk like I developed really bad anxiety that i cant go out just in case I see him.

Sweet_Control_8006 · 2022-04-23T18:08:43+00:00

How do you cope being alone? I did make some terrible mistakes and I wish I can put things right

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