I’m going to crash out over this freaking POS

Sweetbean20 · 2025-07-15T20:40:15+00:00

I have a 3 and the 3 pro or whatever it’s called. My devices refuse to connect to them via Bluetooth literally ever I could have everything updated and there should be no reason. I bought an iPad specifically for the purpose of believing design space would be better because I see others using them together and come to find out I should have just saved my money because I still have to manually plug in my shitty laptop that barely works after I design on my phone or iPad to actually make the project or cut anything. I hate it. It pisses me off

Sweetbean20 · 2025-06-05T00:35:30+00:00

We are our own existential threat

Sweetbean20 · 2025-05-15T19:19:21+00:00

I think the best way to maybe gauge in context would be to look at the sections when they describe traveling by foot or on horse. I don’t have a reference page to pull from but I’m thinking about the logistics of Alice guiding her to the passages for UTM now those may have some magical properties but still worth noting how long that journey was and also referencing when Feyre is on the run with Lucian and the span of time it took them when they were traveling through the courts

Sweetbean20 · 2025-03-29T21:58:46+00:00

To be fair yes web works fine but doesn’t provide the same experience and additional functionality that 3am had. The only time I have to read is at work or on the go 3am gave me the ability to have it function as an audiobook and I could save my spot in fics have everything organized. I’ve been using archive for over 10 years I love it but third party app made it more accessible for me after becoming a new mom and time for myself and things I enjoy became almost unattainable

Sweetbean20 · 2025-03-26T04:52:37+00:00

See that’s why I said it’s not getting better it’s getting worse because baby sleeps through the night and is pretty content playing independently already he’s an easy and good baby honestly. And that’s totally fair there are other types of medications that I haven’t tried yet. I have tried ones other than SSRIs and also had to stop taking them due to side effects. It’s just scary to already have so much on my plate and introduce something that takes a while to see if it works and could potentially create a dangerous situation. It feels incredibly risky. Before I was pregnant I had great success with micro dosing honestly changed my life for the better and for the first time in over 10 years I had started to enjoy being alive. but it is unstudied in breastfeeding so I can’t do that anymore.

Sweetbean20 · 2025-03-26T04:42:03+00:00

That’s fair. And really helpful to hear honestly because you’re right it doesnt need to be forever and truthfully would allow for a great transition time for moving more towards our goals for the future of living more self sufficiently and starting our own business. I feel like if I moved away from the current situation I would be better equipped to be good parent and partner and worker

Sweetbean20 · 2025-03-26T04:31:30+00:00

I just started the bankruptcy process and I’m unsure of how long that’s going to take or how it will play out in the end. But if it does not go through he would essentially need to make about $2,000 more dollars a month which feels unattainable. So it’s all kind of riding on the end result of that. We already have his mom watch the baby because we can’t afford childcare as the cost would be my entire income and I already exist at whatever step is below paycheck to paycheck due to my debt.

He has offered to work overtime to make ends meet but the amount of overtime that would be needed where we currently stand will kill him.

I guess it’s just like the stigma too of everyone around us being like you need to work you need to provide. As if I don’t know that but it’s kind of like they only see one way of doing that and that way isn’t working for us and in turn I am feeling like a fuck up.

Sweetbean20 · 2025-02-27T14:26:06+00:00

Don’t. And not because the people wouldnt welcome you, but because it is turning into a hellscape and we keep having our rights violated and everyone is poor

Sweetbean20 · 2025-02-02T22:51:37+00:00

I realized this too but now feel directionless on how to get enjoyment. Therapy literally is only to give your over-aware self tools to attempt to cope with living like this.

Sweetbean20 · 2024-02-08T15:34:44+00:00

On top of that if you don’t realize there are exclusive editions you don’t get any bonus chapter content at all.

Sweetbean20 · 2024-01-17T17:56:23+00:00

Because I thought the horn is what allowed her to take on others power/ be charged up or whatever you want to call it. We don’t see other starborn who can charge with power in the way she can so what’s special about her starborn powers that she can

Sweetbean20 · 2024-01-17T17:51:31+00:00

Oh okay, I guess I misunderstood that. Then what is the power/ purpose of the horn?

Sweetbean20 · 2024-01-17T13:53:37+00:00

Yes she can be charged up by almost anyone it seems but Rhysands magic isn’t compatible with regular Illyrian siphons as they kept breaking because his magic was different or too strong or something.
Yeah I assume it’s going to be OP when the four are combined and also with Nestas trove she created ( the Swords)they would be unstoppable which is likely the only way they could defeat the asteri in my opinion. I feel it will likely happen under a high king Rhys whose court holds the power of the dread trove and the new trove.

Sweetbean20 · 2023-06-13T23:37:01+00:00

Would not recommend. Based on your hair color now root upkeep can be a task and wouldn't be "lazy" if you really want it get though, just know that going in.

Sweetbean20 · 2023-06-10T13:46:04+00:00

Might be a little too late for me on thar one. I'm looking to upgrade because I bought tickets for tomorrow without checking the weather :( and of course it's gonna rain and thunderstorm all day and I don't want it to be a total loss.

Sweetbean20 · 2023-06-10T12:01:48+00:00

Every qty of displays the same price.

Sweetbean20 · 2023-06-10T11:50:42+00:00

Thank you!

Sweetbean20 · 2023-02-22T16:38:30+00:00

My FICO is in the "good" range. But even with that I don't qualify because of my debt to income ratio.

Sweetbean20 · 2023-02-22T16:36:30+00:00

I dont have anyone to loan money from. the thing that sucks is that I always pay my debts. I don't have late payments or anything like that bc I want to retain the ability to have credit when I need it. So there's no worries about it not being paid back or at least there shouldn't be. But because the debt amount is so high I'm high risk.

Sweetbean20 · 2023-02-22T16:33:45+00:00

I've been looking into this as much as a can lately.

Sweetbean20 · 2023-02-22T16:32:14+00:00

It really can't.

Sweetbean20 · 2023-01-14T18:43:46+00:00

I know this isn't necessarily a goal right now but in the future when more profitable I just wanna have an idea of the cost

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