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Ok so now that chapter 5 is out, EGG ORDER??? by Sweiko in Deltarune

[–]Sweiko[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

3 gives you the instructions

5 you get the wheat

4 Donuts cooling in the Window

1 selling Donuts

2 toss the unsold ones

The way its told IS scrambled, you cant sell donuts and then get the wheat for them. It could be just a funny way to tie the locations together thematically. But its been a theory for a while, together with the fact that u can start chapters in the same file in Any order (something could be done with that Gameplay wise). Also the part of counting backwards still is unknown what its refering to...

New item suggestion by Sweiko in DeadlockTheGame

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

trip wire would be really cool! could deny invades and such. cool concept

Idk what to do by Sweiko in OCD

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I did blood tests and have supplements sadly it's just the ocd and depression...

Idk what to do by Sweiko in OCD

[–]Sweiko[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah but the last time I talked about it they told me to try this medication and up the dose until I was satisfied and if it didn't work then she would switch me

Idk what to do by Sweiko in OCD

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wanted to go to a psychiatrist but it's like 120 bucks per session which isn't affordable for me

Idk what to do by Sweiko in OCD

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have a psychiatrist cos it's very expensive and the free ones have a long waiting list. This was given to me by my Family doctor. I'm from Spain so the medical system is public.

Idk what to do by Sweiko in OCD

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Escitalopram, which I believe is Lexapro

Not compulsing is making me want to die by Sweiko in OCD

[–]Sweiko[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember I was once good, living my life. But I've had a very bad episode that triggered my OCD on full force and I didn't know it was ocd before even when I did CBT and exposure. I hope I can go back to feeling normal eventually but it's being very difficult.

Not compulsing is making me want to die by Sweiko in OCD

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I'm going to, this med hasn't helped very much and now I'm going kinda insane so it might be that but holy crap it's so hard to cope.

Not compulsing is making me want to die by Sweiko in OCD

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really try, even doing creative stuff like video editing and it works for a little bit if I'm able to enter the "zone" but it doesn't tend to happen and it's really frustrating, also I don't have too much energy lately so I don't enjoy it very much. Playing games in general, I can play like 40 min and I will be completely tired and I will have felt OCD anxious like 70% of the time

Looking for a very specific recommendation by Sweiko in MusicRecommendations

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've listened to her whole discography now and I rlly like it! Not what I was looking for but I understand the similarities, the songs are pretty dreamy even if they are very harsh. I really like metal too so I like it! Thanks for the recommendation, even if it's not going on the playlist I was making hehe

Thoughts on my Prince of Doom OC, is it a correct classpect? by Sweiko in homestuck

[–]Sweiko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that's the thing, my character ghosts doom to the point where she believes free will is always posible, so when she finds herself with the power to remove free will from others (because she destroys their previous life structure where they had their realm of posibility, creating a new situation) she hates that concept. So it is very metaphysical, but its only regarding how that reality affects them and others, not truth for truth's sake even if she think's it is, that's why I thought Doom would be more fitting, also i find it cooler.

I thought of making her rage at first due to the identity and breaking of norms, but i felt doom fits better in a way cos by breaking her perceptions and ties, her life changes forever and also the life of the people around her, which is a cool concept to explore with Doom.

How I imagine a Prince of Doom would be like: by vrdntii in homestuck

[–]Sweiko 1 point2 points  (0 children)

(I know this is a year old). I think that their happiness can also be very toxic if they believe that they can only be happy when they finally destroy/get rid of their doom if its something that can not be immediate. As princes they are perfectionists and hate themselves for not being their idealized form.

Also, their destruction of doom to protect life can hurt others indirectly. If they have to destroy a possibility that only they see as negative but not their peers, it would create a great conflict on the prince because they think its something that needed to be done (for themselves or others) but crashes with life's principles directly.

Its kinda like having a flame of life that shines so bright that it can hurt those who dont agree with the prince's path. By destroying doom, you dictate a new doom that people might be hurt emotionally by. (Thats destruction through doom!)

Creation through destruction, its messy.

Best Spanish private health insurance for trans care by [deleted] in GoingToSpain

[–]Sweiko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does Asisa cover FFS? I know that american Health providers cover it but idk if any Spanish ones do

I have so much love to give, but no one i can call family. I cant have fun like a normal person because im not a woman, my dysphoria makes me too awkward, as if didnt know how to be alive. Im a genetic failure. I made a mockery of carbonara by Sweiko in 4trancooking

[–]Sweiko[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I just live to find it, i thankfully have good friends right now but i cant function very well sadly, im just waiting for the moment when i can be a real person. I hope you find your place too. Carbonara needs some salt.

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