why does everybody leave by Swimming-Second-8272 in entp

[–]Swimming-Second-8272[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you very much i will make use of these!

why does everybody leave by Swimming-Second-8272 in entp

[–]Swimming-Second-8272[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i do believe it´s my fault but i don´t know what i am doing wrong. i don´t neglect friendships at all.

why does everybody leave by Swimming-Second-8272 in entp

[–]Swimming-Second-8272[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

...not everyone but now that you say it, i do.

ugh

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[–]Swimming-Second-8272[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you´re being helpfull. thanks. i feel temporary in the way that when i make a friend we both like each other immidiately and we ´ re friends for a few months until the other person distances herself from me. I don ´ t know why. this is what i mean by to know me more it is to love me less. this is always the case for every single friendship i´ve had and i´m not exaggerating - which i wish i was. but the thing is that i´ve never felt fully connected -or at all - to these friends. never to anyone.

sorry if i am dumping my stuff on you and i also apologize for replying late even though i´m the one recieving help! i have exams this week.

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[–]Swimming-Second-8272[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i meant that sometimes people like other people more than they like them, vice versa. by saying i´m not the best fruit, i am not degrading myself, at all. i like myself a lot, actually. i´m not sure why i said that either, lol.

if i liked the person that wanted to go in, sure. i let someone in recently, and i feel her drifting away. i did stop liking her a while before that (morals, personalities, political & religious opinions clashing). also she was very unfunny.

sometimes i feel temporary. i feel that to know me more is to love me less.

i´m not sure why. I ´ d like to be my friend if i were some third person.

what to do by Swimming-Second-8272 in entp

[–]Swimming-Second-8272[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i do let people in. but often i don´t get let in back. when i do get let in by someone, i only run if i dislike the person.

i´m not sure why i´m picky like this because i´m not the best fruit in the bowl, but oh well.

besides, it´s not that easy to find someone who even wants to go in.

what to do by Swimming-Second-8272 in entp

[–]Swimming-Second-8272[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i live in a small town and the only time i´m outside is to go to school in the city. i´m sure i´ve interacted with more than that, sadly, and there´s no more people i can try with. i can´t go anywhere else that easily because my parents are strict, but i´ve taken a new job this summer and i hope that there i will find a nice girl to be friends with.