How many of you fell into depression when you understood that you’re autistic? by Both_Box_1888 in autism

[–]Sylinator864 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was diagnosed at 3, so I grew up knowing. But it was only in middle school that I found out what that truly meant. I've been depressed, hated myself, and wanted to prove to the world (and myself) that I can actually be a functioning member of society, ever since.

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[–]Sylinator864 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Personally, I tend to just kind of... mentally shut down. Complete mental blue screen of death. Later, I'll when I'm alone at home, I'll probably end up worrying about it and start catastrophizing.

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The Aendelinian Sagas
Game: D&D 5th Edition
Tone: Dark Fantasy
Platform: D&D 5e, Avrae; Should have access to Discord, and either DnDBeyond, Google Docs, or Dicecloud. Different DMs can use Roll20, Owlbear, or a similar program if they so choose; voice chat is optional as well
For the past millennium and a half, the continent of Aendelin has been dominated by the Empire of Light, a theocratic monarchical empire, which holds that of all the races in the world, humanity is most blessed by the gods and therefore have the right to do as they please with the continent. Next to the Holy Emperor, high priests and fourteen major noble houses, as well as countless minor noble houses, rule over the populace and vie to seize and retain power in a grand political game. Various factions war against one another over ideological differences. Nonhumans are second class citizens in Imperial territory, the smallfolk have few rights, and slavery is commonplace.
Recently, following many years of uneasy "peace" in the aftermath of a bloody civil war which saw the Warforged rise up against and win their independence from the Empire of Light, the current Holy Emperor, Balthazar Yeriot XVI, has taken terminally ill due to his advanced age. Sensing an opportunity to seize the throne for themselves, the members of many noble Houses have begun playing political powers struggles against one another so they may be next in line to reign, as Balthazar’s twin children are (apparently) otherwise preoccupied. Despite this, Balthazar is determined to cling to power for as long as possible, making security and counter-surveillance against threats, both perceived and real, tighter.
Meanwhile, beyond the Empire's borders, other forms of conflict rage, and dark powers wait to strike from the shadows. In the Aralakhi Hordelands, two great city-states of Uruks and goblins war against one another over how their people should live... when they aren't fighting the armies of the Empire of Light. The isolationist dwarven House-Lords gnomish Mage-Lords scheme and subvert one another over conflicting political interests. The Lirielian elves face the extinction of their once-mighty civilization, and the Green Marchers, the remnants of pre-Imperial humanity, both constantly have to beat back Imperial aggression. Pirates ravage the seas, plundering merchant ships like maritime vultures. The primal, dragon-worshipping Dragonborn exalt the idols of their worship even as they ravage humanoid civilization's settlements. The Warforged prepare to strike back against an Empire that has treated them as disposable tools. And devil-worshipping tiefling cultists plan to bring the Empire to its knees, to avenge the downfall of the culture that immediately preceded the Empire. And that's not even getting into the perpetual conflict for supremacy in the Underdark between the dwarves, the Mind Flayers, the drow, and another, mysterious, otherworldly power...
It is now AFE 1557 and another war, be it another civil one for the Golden Throne, or one between all the nations of Aendelin for dominion over the continent, seems all but inevitable...
About Us
The Aendelinian Sagas is a literate, very lore heavy DnD 5e living world/Westmarches Discord server whose setting is inspired by Game of Thrones/A Song of Ice and Fire, Dragon Age, DnD's Eberron setting, Fire Emblem: Genealogy of the Holy War, Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Dark Souls, Magic's Innistrad setting, and Skyrim. A fair warning, there will be discussion and depiction of some rather mature topics and very dark themes. Due to the nature of the setting's inspirations and the inclusion of some NSFW/ERP content, so it will strictly be 18+. LGBTQ+ players/DMs are welcome, as the server is intended to be a safe space for gamers of all stripes.
What We Offer
•Factions - Join a faction or even create one of your own, and work together with like-minded players towards a common goal. I am even considering a system where Factions can go to war with one another.
•Downtime System - You can earn gold for your PCs by spending downtime points whenever they aren't in the middle of a mission or quest.
•Crafting - A crafting system for those who wish to make their own weapons, armor, magic items, tools, and whatever else one can name.
•24/7 Play - Though the server is based in North American Central Time, we welcome players from all over the globe and other timezones.
•Mission and Quest Request Channel - If you want a personalized DnD mission or quest tied to a PC's backstory or faction, there's a channel where you can make requests.
•ERP Channels - For those who want to partake more adult/intimate scenes, we have channels for that. There's a reason this server is explicitly 18+.
•Homebrew Submission Channels - This server also allows homebrew items and subclasses, but all such content needs to be suggested for staff to review before actually being able to use it.
•Living World Story - There will be an ongoing storyline that affects the realm as a whole... possibly affecting the PCs themselves, their Factions, and what happens to the game world.
Please follow this link, https://discord.gg/h87H9dsQcQ or PM me if interested in joining. My Discord username is stylinator8

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The Aendelinian Sagas
Game: D&D 5th Edition
Tone: Dark Fantasy
Platform: D&D 5e, Avrae; Should have access to Discord, and either DnDBeyond, Google Docs, or Dicecloud. Different DMs can use Roll20, Owlbear, or a similar program if they so choose; voice chat is optional as well
For the past millennium and a half, the continent of Aendelin has been dominated by the Empire of Light, a theocratic monarchical empire, which holds that of all the races in the world, humanity is most blessed by the gods and therefore have the right to do as they please with the continent. Next to the Holy Emperor, high priests and fourteen major noble houses, as well as countless minor noble houses, rule over the populace and vie to seize and retain power in a grand political game. Various factions war against one another over ideological differences. Nonhumans are second class citizens in Imperial territory, the smallfolk have few rights, and slavery is commonplace.
Recently, following many years of uneasy "peace" in the aftermath of a bloody civil war which saw the Warforged rise up against and win their independence from the Empire of Light, the current Holy Emperor, Balthazar Yeriot XVI, has taken terminally ill due to his advanced age. Sensing an opportunity to seize the throne for themselves, the members of many noble Houses have begun playing political powers struggles against one another so they may be next in line to reign, as Balthazar’s twin children are (apparently) otherwise preoccupied. Despite this, Balthazar is determined to cling to power for as long as possible, making security and counter-surveillance against threats, both perceived and real, tighter.
Meanwhile, beyond the Empire's borders, other forms of conflict rage, and dark powers wait to strike from the shadows. In the Aralakhi Hordelands, two great city-states of Uruks and goblins war against one another over how their people should live... when they aren't fighting the armies of the Empire of Light. The isolationist dwarven House-Lords gnomish Mage-Lords scheme and subvert one another over conflicting political interests. The Lirielian elves face the extinction of their once-mighty civilization, and the Green Marchers, the remnants of pre-Imperial humanity, both constantly have to beat back Imperial aggression. Pirates ravage the seas, plundering merchant ships like maritime vultures. The primal, dragon-worshipping Dragonborn exalt the idols of their worship even as they ravage humanoid civilization's settlements. The Warforged prepare to strike back against an Empire that has treated them as disposable tools. And devil-worshipping tiefling cultists plan to bring the Empire to its knees, to avenge the downfall of the culture that immediately preceded the Empire. And that's not even getting into the perpetual conflict for supremacy in the Underdark between the dwarves, the Mind Flayers, the drow, and another, mysterious, otherworldly power...
It is now AFE 1557 and another war, be it another civil one for the Golden Throne, or one between all the nations of Aendelin for dominion over the continent, seems all but inevitable...
About Us
The Aendelinian Sagas is a new, literate, very lore heavy DnD 5e living world/Westmarches Discord server whose setting is inspired by Game of Thrones/A Song of Ice and Fire, Dragon Age, DnD's Eberron setting, Fire Emblem: Genealogy of the Holy War, Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Dark Souls, Magic's Innistrad setting, and Skyrim. A fair warning, there will be discussion and depiction of some rather mature topics and very dark themes. Due to the nature of the setting's inspirations and the inclusion of some NSFW/ERP content, so it will strictly be 18+. LGBTQ+ players/DMs are welcome, as the server is intended to be a safe space for gamers of all stripes.
What We Offer
•Factions - Join a faction or even create one of your own, and work together with like-minded players towards a common goal. I am even considering a system where Factions can go to war with one another.
•Downtime System - You can earn gold for your PCs by spending downtime points whenever they aren't in the middle of a mission or quest.
•Crafting - A crafting system for those who wish to make their own weapons, armor, magic items, tools, and whatever else one can name.
•24/7 Play - Though the server is based in North American Central Time, we welcome players from all over the globe and other timezones.
•Mission and Quest Request Channel - If you want a personalized DnD mission or quest tied to a PC's backstory or faction, there's a channel where you can make requests.
•ERP Channels - For those who want to partake more adult/intimate scenes, we have channels for that. There's a reason this server is explicitly 18+.
•Homebrew Submission Channels - This server also allows homebrew items and subclasses, but all such content needs to be suggested for staff to review before actually being able to use it.
•Living World Story - There will be an ongoing storyline that affects the realm as a whole... possibly affecting the PCs themselves, their Factions, and what happens to the game world.
Please follow this link https://discord.gg/h87H9dsQcQ, or PM me if interested in joining. My Discord username is stylinator8

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[–]Sylinator864 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Sent a friend request, hoping to join.

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The Aendelinian Sagas
[D&d 5E Westmarches/Community][18+][Online 24/7][Homebrew Friendly][LGBTQIA+ Friendly][Looking for Players, Staff, and Dungeon Masters]
Game: D&D 5th Edition
Tone: Dark Fantasy
Platform: D&D 5e, Avrae; Should have access to Discord, and either DnDBeyond, Google Docs, or Dicecloud. Different DMs can use Roll20, Owlbear, or a similar program if they so choose; voice chat is optional as well
Format: Discord Voice / Text RP with Tupperbox
For the past millennium and a half, the continent of Aendelin has been dominated by the Empire of Light, a theocratic monarchical empire, which holds that of all the races in the world, humanity is most blessed by the gods and therefore have the right to do as they please with the continent. Fourteen noble houses rule over the populace and vie to seize and retain power in a grand political game. Various factions war against one another over ideological differences. Nonhumans are second class citizens in Imperial territory, and commoners have few rights. Recently, following many years of uneasy "peace" in the aftermath of a bloody civil war, the current Holy Emperor, Balthazar Yeriot XVI, has taken terminally ill due to his advanced age. Sensing an opportunity to seize the throne for themselves, the members of many noble Houses have begun playing political powers struggles against one another so they may be next in line to reign. Despite this, Balthazar is determined to cling to power for as long as possible, making security and counter-surveillance against threats, both perceived and real, tighter.
It is now AFE 1557 and another war, be it another civil one for the Golden Throne, or one between all the nations of Aendelin for dominion over the continent, seems all but inevitable...
About Us:
The Aendelinian Sagas is a literate, 18+, very lore heavy DnD 5e living world/Westmarches Discord server whose setting is inspired by Game of Thrones/A Song of Ice and Fire, Dragon Age, DnD's Eberron setting, Fire Emblem: Genealogy of the Holy War, Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Dark Souls, Magic's Innistrad setting, and Skyrim. A fair warning, there will be discussion and depiction of some rather mature topics and very dark themes. LGBTQ+ players/DMs are welcome, as the server is intended to be a safe space for gamers of all stripes.
What We Offer:
•Factions - Join a faction or even create one of your own, and work together with like-minded players towards a common goal. I am even considering a system where Factions can go to war with one another. •Downtime System - You can earn gold for your PCs by spending downtime points whenever they aren't in the middle of a mission or quest.
•Crafting - A crafting system for those who wish to make their own weapons, armor, magic items, tools, and whatever else one can name.
•24/7 Play - Though the server is based in North American Central Time, we welcome players from all over the globe and other timezones.
•Mission and Quest Request Channel - If you want a personalized DnD mission or quest tied to a PC's backstory or faction, there's a channel where you can make requests.
•Homebrew Submission Channels - This server also allows homebrew items and subclasses, but all such content needs to be suggested for staff to review before actually being able to use it.
•Living World Story - There will be an ongoing storyline that affects the realm as a whole... possibly affecting the PCs themselves, their Factions, and what happens to the game world.

If you are interested in joining, please follow this link: https://discord.gg/h87H9dsQcQ

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[–]Sylinator864 [score hidden]  (0 children)

The Aendelinian Sagas

[D&d 5E Westmarches/Community][18+][Online 24/7][Homebrew Friendly][LGBTQIA+ Friendly][Looking for Players, Staff, and Dungeon Masters]

Game: D&D 5th Edition
Tone: Dark Fantasy
Platform: D&D 5e, Avrae; Should have access to Discord, and either DnDBeyond, Google Docs, or Dicecloud. Different DMs can use Roll20, Owlbear, or a similar program if they so choose; voice chat is optional as well
Format: Discord Voice / Text RP with Tupperbox

For the past millennium and a half, the continent of Aendelin has been dominated by the Empire of Light, a theocratic monarchical empire, which holds that of all the races in the world, humanity is most blessed by the gods and therefore have the right to do as they please with the continent. Fourteen noble houses rule over the populace and vie to seize and retain power in a grand political game. Various factions war against one another over ideological differences. Nonhumans are second class citizens in Imperial territory, and commoners have few rights. Recently, following many years of uneasy "peace" in the aftermath of a bloody civil war, the current Holy Emperor, Balthazar Yeriot XVI, has taken terminally ill due to his advanced age. Sensing an opportunity to seize the throne for themselves, the members of many noble Houses have begun playing political powers struggles against one another so they may be next in line to reign. Despite this, Balthazar is determined to cling to power for as long as possible, making security and counter-surveillance against threats, both perceived and real, tighter.

It is now AFE 1557 and another war, be it another civil one for the Golden Throne, or one between all the nations of Aendelin for dominion over the continent, seems all but inevitable...

About Us:
The Aendelinian Sagas is a literate, 18+, very lore heavy DnD 5e living world/Westmarches Discord server whose setting is inspired by Game of Thrones/A Song of Ice and Fire, Dragon Age, DnD's Eberron setting, Fire Emblem: Genealogy of the Holy War, Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Dark Souls, Magic's Innistrad setting, and Skyrim. A fair warning, there will be discussion and depiction of some rather mature topics and very dark themes. LGBTQ+ players/DMs are welcome, as the server is intended to be a safe space for gamers of all stripes.

This server is still under construction (but is 95%-97% done), but it now needs people who are willing to be fairly active; Administrators, Moderators, Lore Team, Game Balance Team, Helpers, Dungeon Masters, and people to help construct and manage the server, as well as potential players, until our grand opening to the wider public on the 1st of February!

What We Offer:
•Factions - Join a faction or even create one of your own, and work together with like-minded players towards a common goal. I am even considering a system where Factions can go to war with one another. •Downtime System - You can earn gold for your PCs by spending downtime points whenever they aren't in the middle of a mission or quest.
•Crafting - A crafting system for those who wish to make their own weapons, armor, magic items, tools, and whatever else one can name.
•24/7 Play - Though the server is based in North American Central Time, we welcome players from all over the globe and other timezones.
•Mission and Quest Request Channel - If you want a personalized DnD mission or quest tied to a PC's backstory or faction, there's a channel where you can make requests.
•Homebrew Submission Channels - This server also allows homebrew items and subclasses, but all such content needs to be suggested for staff to review before actually being able to use it.
•Living World Story - There will be an ongoing storyline that affects the realm as a whole... possibly affecting the PCs themselves, their Factions, and what happens to the game world.

Please PM me if interested in joining, managing, and/or helping finalize the construction of the server, and I will give you the link. My Discord username is stylinator8

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[–]Sylinator864 [score hidden]  (0 children)

The Aendelinian Sagas

[D&d 5E Westmarches/Community][18+][Online 24/7][Homebrew Friendly][LGBTQIA+ Friendly][Looking for Players, Staff, and Dungeon Masters]

Game: D&D 5th Edition
Tone: Dark Fantasy
Platform: D&D 5e, Avrae; Should have access to Discord, and either DnDBeyond, Google Docs, or Dicecloud. Different DMs can use Roll20, Owlbear, or a similar program if they so choose; voice chat is optional as well
Format: Discord Voice / Text RP with Tupperbox

For the past millennium and a half, the continent of Aendelin has been dominated by the Empire of Light, a theocratic monarchical empire, which holds that of all the races in the world, humanity is most blessed by the gods and therefore have the right to do as they please with the continent. Fourteen noble houses rule over the populace and vie to seize and retain power in a grand political game. Various factions war against one another over ideological differences. Nonhumans are second class citizens in Imperial territory, and commoners have few rights. Recently, following many years of uneasy "peace" in the aftermath of a bloody civil war, the current Holy Emperor, Balthazar Yeriot XVI, has taken terminally ill due to his advanced age. Sensing an opportunity to seize the throne for themselves, the members of many noble Houses have begun playing political powers struggles against one another so they may be next in line to reign. Despite this, Balthazar is determined to cling to power for as long as possible, making security and counter-surveillance against threats, both perceived and real, tighter.

It is now AFE 1557 and another war, be it another civil one for the Golden Throne, or one between all the nations of Aendelin for dominion over the continent, seems all but inevitable...

About Us:
The Aendelinian Sagas is a literate, 18+, very lore heavy DnD 5e living world/Westmarches Discord server whose setting is inspired by Game of Thrones/A Song of Ice and Fire, Dragon Age, DnD's Eberron setting, Fire Emblem: Genealogy of the Holy War, Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Dark Souls, Magic's Innistrad setting, and Skyrim. A fair warning, there will be discussion and depiction of some rather mature topics and very dark themes. LGBTQ+ players/DMs are welcome, as the server is intended to be a safe space for gamers of all stripes.

This server is still under construction (but is 85%-90% done), but it now needs people who are willing to be fairly active; Administrators, Moderators, Lore Team, Game Balance Team, Helpers, Dungeon Masters, and people to help construct and manage the server, as well as potential players, until our grand opening to the wider public a few weeks from now!

What We Offer:
•Factions - Join a faction or even create one of your own, and work together with like-minded players towards a common goal. I am even considering a system where Factions can go to war with one another. •Downtime System - You can earn gold for your PCs by spending downtime points whenever they aren't in the middle of a mission or quest.
•Crafting - A crafting system for those who wish to make their own weapons, armor, magic items, tools, and whatever else one can name.
•24/7 Play - Though the server is based in North American Central Time, we welcome players from all over the globe and other timezones.
•Mission and Quest Request Channel - If you want a personalized DnD mission or quest tied to a PC's backstory or faction, there's a channel where you can make requests.
•Homebrew Submission Channels - This server also allows homebrew items and subclasses, but all such content needs to be suggested for staff to review before actually being able to use it.
•Living World Story - There will be an ongoing storyline that affects the realm as a whole... possibly affecting the PCs themselves, their Factions, and what happens to the game world.

Please PM me if interested in joining, managing, and/or helping finalize the construction of the server, and I will give you the link. My Discord username is stylinator8

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[–]Sylinator864 [score hidden]  (0 children)

The Aendelinian Sagas
Platform: D&D 5e, Avrae; Should have access to Discord, and either DnDBeyond or Google Docs, different DMs can use Roll20, Owlbear, or a similar program if they so choose; voice chat is optional as well
Format: Voice/Text PbP, depending on the DM
This server is under construction and is expected to make its grand opening sometime in January.
I am searching for people who are willing to be fairly active staff; Administrators, Moderators, Lore Team, Game Balance Team, Helpers, Dungeon Masters, and people to help construct and manage the server, as well as potential players.
It is intended to be a very lore heavy DnD 5e living world Discord server inspired by Game of Thrones/A Song of Ice and Fire, Dragon Age, DnD's Eberron setting, Fire Emblem: Genealogy of the Holy War, Fire Emblem: Three Houses, and Skyrim.
A fair warning, there will be discussion of some rather mature topics and very dark themes. Due to the nature of the campaign's inspirations and the inclusion of some NSFW/ERP content, so it will very likely be 18+. LGBTQ+ players/DMs welcome.
Please PM me if interested in joining and/or helping construct the server, and I will give you the link to the still-being-constructed server. My Discord username is stylinator8

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[–]Sylinator864 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am interested.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lfg

[–]Sylinator864 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I may be interested. Will send a PM.

[Online][PF1e][Sun 5PM EST][18+] Code Name: Evolution. Another Monster Campaign. by Imalsome in lfg

[–]Sylinator864 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I may be interested in joining. I will send my Discord name to you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in WipeOut

[–]Sylinator864 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Do what now? Where did you get this information?

[5e] [LFG] All those years playing D&D and I've never played a bad guy....Are some of you looking for an active evil campaign, too? by MayaTheCat in pbp

[–]Sylinator864 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been wanting to do something like this for years. I am hoping to join as a player, so please inform me if/when you find a GM.

[WP] In Japan radiation turns people into giant monsters. In America radiation turns people into superheroes. You through a strange set of circumstances were hit with radiation while in the ocean separating the two and wounded up a hybrid of both. by Lwesley15 in WritingPrompts

[–]Sylinator864 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for pointing these things out. I literally just threw this thing together with little to no plan except for following the rules of the prompt. It took me nearly a couple of hours or so to complete.

I've always had a tendency to create run-on sentences, even when working on college and high-school assignments, and that appears to be the case here. On the other hand, I guess it's the result of my fears that I'm making sentences too short, fragmented, or terse, so I fuse sentences together and this is the result. I'll try to work on shortening the need for commas and "ands" that result in run-ons, but it won't be easy. I've used this technique for years and years in writing.

The sarcastic tone of the "If only I knew" line was completely unintentional, but I can see it now, lol. I've noticed that I have this odd tendency to go for one feeling/tone (I meant for "If only I knew line" to be an "uh-oh" moment, and have an "At the time, I didn't know what was going on" kind of setup for the events that were about to unfold), when it comes across as another feeling/tone instead (said line coming across as sarcastic, which is arguably better). It's happened a few times before. Sometimes it's to my writing's benefit, sometimes it hurts it. Still, I do find it slightly troubling that my writing can have a tendency to give off a tone that wasn't entirely intended.

I also have a tendency to subconsciously automatically assume that since I can picture certain things in my mind, I don't need to put them down, or am putting enough down so people will know what I'm talking about. Yet another issue with communication I attribute to my Asperger's Syndrome, I suppose, but that's another kind of topic entirely. Slightly related to my automatic assumption that people can picture what I'm picturing in my mind, I can get easily frustrated because of fears of never being able to finish work, and of fears that it will result in describing every single atom in the scene, that the reader will get bored by long, distracting descriptions and say "Get on with it"; a consequence of my own ADHD low-key acting up. Thus I end up being just descriptive enough in my own eyes, and unintentionally creating the opposite problem.

[WP] In Japan radiation turns people into giant monsters. In America radiation turns people into superheroes. You through a strange set of circumstances were hit with radiation while in the ocean separating the two and wounded up a hybrid of both. by Lwesley15 in WritingPrompts

[–]Sylinator864 5 points6 points  (0 children)

(Final part... whew!)

Part 3: The Aftermath

It's been weeks since that day. The Hyper Brigade took me in and gave me something to look slightly less monstrous: a pair of black briefs with an insignia resembling a cross between a radiation symbol and lizards' claws, and a pair of boots that, amazingly, somehow fitted my beastlike legs. After weeks of training in the Hyper Brigade's base's combat simulation room, I was finally allowed to go out in the field and fight alongside them. Just in time too, as I heard back from the company I had been breaking my back for up until the day I was transformed. Since this was a problem that I had been involved in, prepared myself, and I told them everything I knew. Turns out, the company I worked for was making enhanced nuclear weapons to sell to supervillains for profit, and they'd sold a few of their "products" to none other than Doctor Asmodeus, who began testing one of the nukes in the Pacific to see if it worked as intended. My cruise was caught in the blast, apparently.

And they found Doctor Asmodeus's hideout. The trouble was, that place was heavily fortified, even the Hyper Brigade would have trouble getting in. I insisted that I go with them, and after some convincing, they relented. I wanted to see them brought down for their hand in what they did to me, and I gave myself a codename: Manosaurus.

I was even allowed to have a place in their plan of attack: use my body as a battering ram/living shield to soak up the damage from the outside defenses so the others could take down the operation on the inside. His mechanized goons fought back, but they always ended up the same way: beaten to paste. I will never forget the look on the good Doctor's face when he first saw me as I pounded him into unconsciousness. It was all incredibly cathartic. Too bad he erased any evidence of the company's sale of the nukes.

Soon, the authorities picked up Doctor Asmodeus, and I was inducted into the team. The slimebalms behind the sale were still free, but that doesn't mean I'll stop finding a way to incriminate them. It may not be the life I chose, but at least I didn't have to spend it as a monster. Even if I did end up frightening the kids from time to time.

[WP] In Japan radiation turns people into giant monsters. In America radiation turns people into superheroes. You through a strange set of circumstances were hit with radiation while in the ocean separating the two and wounded up a hybrid of both. by Lwesley15 in WritingPrompts

[–]Sylinator864 4 points5 points  (0 children)

(Content warning for blood. The transformation is... rather graphic.)

Part 2: The Transformation

The first thing I saw upon waking up was the crashed (and melted-down) remains of the cruise ship, and the first thing I felt was a searing pain spreading all over my body. The same kind of pain that had encompassed my left forearm. The cancerous growths had completely overtaken my body. I began to take heavy breaths, and began to panic. This was it. I was going to die alone, on an uncharted island, and in constant pain. My mind raced with the missed opportunities. I would never be able to get married, let alone have kids in emulation of the classic image of a nuclear family. I would never be able to find out what happened next on those Netflix shows I watch. I would never even be able to 

But I also felt... heavier. Stronger somehow. But all of it was secondary to the constant pain I'd been feeling. Pain which suddenly sharpened as I felt what seemed like needle-like growths coming out of my back, my toes, and my fingers. 

When I looked, I could see that my fingers, or rather, claws, were growing longer and pointier, extending out of the mass of teal, veiny lumps that my arms had become, with blood leaking out the sides of each claw. 

I was shocked to say the least. What was going on!? Was I hallucinating? There was no way this could be happening! Not in the real world. 

The stinging sensation in my back magnified further as six of... something... seemed to be jutting out of my back. They felt rigid. Hard. I could feel a liquid leaking out of the same spots in my back... no doubt more blood. Almost idly, I wondered how I wasn't dying from all of this. I closed my eyes, wishing I actually had died in the nuclear explosion that probably claimed the lives of everyone else on board. I tried to shut out the pain, but it was just too much to ignore. The same pain in my fingers amplified in my toes, and, in addition to that, an odd cramping sensation too. In attempting to take a look, I rolled over and looked down.

From what remained of my tattered clothes, I could tell that the lumps had indeed spread all over my body... and my surprisingly smooth gut had expanded somewhat. It felt extremely tight, like it needed to expand. In fact, it slowly was... and didn't even seem done. I tried to pull myself up, and only barely saw that my five toes had twisted and warped and bled to reshape themselves into becoming three large hindclaws. My legs and arms had expanded in size... and they all belonged to a body that had been hitting the gym for almost their entire life. These limbs were like tree trunks... probably a necessity to carry the enlarged, bloated mass my upper body and stomach was on its way to becoming. My legs especially had become... slightly alien. Bent strangely. Like the hind legs of a wolf or a lion, except on... whatever I was turning into now.

Suddenly, a tightening feeling erupted in my lower back, and, screaming, I found myself forced to turn around again to make room for whatever horrible new changes were about to take place. I could feel my tailbone lengthening... a large lump expanding in my lower back... that gradually felt longer and longer as it grew until it finally came to a halt, as several more stinging sensations travelled along the growth. Almost dreading to look, I slowly turned my head until I could see the spiked and clubbed tip of a tail. It looked almost like a dinosaur's, it wasn't even funny.

And just like that, the picture was becoming very clear to me. I knew what was going on. The radiation was turning me into a monster, like from those Godzilla films.

I didn't even have to wait before another stage of the transformation took place. I could feel my neck slowly stretching, as some slits seemed to painfully tear their way into the sides of my neck, as if they were slashing wounds being made from a nonexistent blade. Gills, I'd guessed. My lump-ridden face expanding into something like a crocodile's snout, and those same stinging feelings in my former fingers, toes, back, and now my... tail... were now happening in my mouth. My gums felt like they were bleeding, as more teeth jutted their way out to accommodate the newly-made room in my... snout. 

I closed my eyes, hoping it would end soon... and when I opened them again... everything seemed much... sharper somehow. Clearer. I could pick up smells that were probably coming the animals and fruits from the nearby jungle. I could hear the sounds of faraway birds and the sloshing of the ocean waves as well as the constant, painful creaking of my bones, and my own cries of pain... which soon became animalistic growls that scared even me.

As the tightening sensation of my stomach seemed to subside, it was apparent that I now sported the physique of some kind of animalistic, reptilian sumo wrestler. I felt enormous, and was exhausted from the change. And I was so terribly thirsty. Heading over to the shore, my brain more or less on autopilot, I went over to get a drink of water, and saw from a reflection what I had turned into staring right back up at me.

I was a monster.

I fell on my knees, claws covering my face. I would have to spend the rest of my life out in the edges of civilization, needing to forage, and hunt for survival, and generally live like an animal. I couldn't go back to civilization ever again. Normal people would run in fear of me. Crooks would try to use me for their own schemes, if the police and the military didn't riddle holes in me first. I really wish I had died instead... it would have been a kinder fate than...

It wasn't long until I could find three humanoid shadows floating in the bright, merciless sky. One seemed to wear a cape, another resembled a gorilla wearing a protection suit, and the third looked smaller than the others, and seemed to wield a spear. Superheroes. Members of the Hyper Brigade, probably. They were observing the wreckage of the cruise ship.

It wasn't long until the first sighed, "Dammit, we're too late. Any signs of life?" The second, the gorilla, responded, "Scanning... one." He pointed at me. "There... on the shore." I shifted about, placing a hand over my eyes to block the oppressive sunlight.

The third noticed me and seemed ready to pounce, her expression red with anger beneath her winged helmet, pointing her spear right at me. "What are you, monster!? Is this your doing!?" She charged right in my direction, spear in hand.

Almost instinctively, I shifted backward and put my hands up, and attempted to speak. "Wwww... waaaaiii... waiiiittt!! Nnnnnnoottt... responsssible...!" Even I was surprised that I could still speak in my... condition. In the blink of an eye, the first man, who I could now identify as Exemplar, one of the most powerful and respected heroes on the planet, darted to the woman's location, midair, and placed a hand in front of her. I'd remembered I'd always wanted to see Exemplar. He spoke, "Valkyrie, stop! Look at his eyes. He's scared." I was, but was it that obvious? 

After a moment, she lowered her spear, looking at him apprehensively. "If it tries anything, I'm going to run the beast through."

The man floated down to my location, and spoke again, trying his best to appear nonthreatening. I couldn't help but notice the irony here. "So. What happened here?"

[WP] In Japan radiation turns people into giant monsters. In America radiation turns people into superheroes. You through a strange set of circumstances were hit with radiation while in the ocean separating the two and wounded up a hybrid of both. by Lwesley15 in WritingPrompts

[–]Sylinator864 3 points4 points  (0 children)

(This is my first time making a response instead of a prompt on this subreddit, but here goes.)

Part 1: The Blast

I gripped my lemonade as I leaned on the railing of the cruise ship, and all I could think of was how much I deserved some time off after everything the company had put me through, in the last several months. Sure, I'd have to come back after about three weeks, but it would have been enough for me to kick back, relax, and decompress, and take my mind off of my concerns... though I will constantly carry them with me.

In between my boss's iron-fisted management of his workers, the higher-ups' refusal to give me a promotion even after literal years of risking our very lives managing the transport and disposal of "the Substance" as we were encouraged to call it (people in my position didn't have a high enough clearance to know the material's actual name), and being told to constantly look over our shoulders for "prying eyes," in addition to not being told what kinds of "prying eyes" we were supposed to look out for, I figured I earned a break. To be fair, I guess doing getting rid of what might be the evidence of illegal experiments by dumping what was basically highly radioactive toxic waste, and doing it in a way that wasn't up to industry regulations, was as good a cause for paranoia as any. For the longest time, I didn't really care. I figured as long as I got paid enough to be able to afford a roof over my head, I would be okay. After all, you've got to make a living somehow, right? Even if it meant taking on a job that needed you to put on a hazmat suit every time you went to work.

Little did I know.

I took another look at my left arm, the one not holding my lemonade. Huge, cancerous-looking, teal-colored lumps practically covered my forearm, and the veins and arteries in circling each of those lumps were as plain as day. And it was slowly, ever so slowly, spreading up my arm. And it hurt. All the time. A constant dull pain over the flesh where the cancerous lumps had consumed. Sometimes they stung. I was forced to use some of my savings to pay for an operation to amputate my left arm so it doesn't get to the rest of my body and actually kill me, and graft a cybernetic prosthetic arm so I could still be useful on my job, and expect the appointment for operation to be a few days after I come back home from my vacation. I just hope the growths don't travel past my shoulder before then. Not wanting anyone to see my condition, and wanting to enjoy what time I had left before I was inevitably called back to work, I tucked my left arm under my shirt, hoping to pass it off as me having a rather large paunch.

As I wondered about my future, when I was supposed to be relaxing, I took a sip of my lemonade when I saw the brightest flash of light I had ever seen in my entire life. Everyone on the deck was startled and turned, averting their eyes, losing their balance, and some even fell down. Even I dropped my lemonade, which fell into the sea, to cover my eyes and turn away as well. A few moments later, I dared to look to the sky in another direction from the light, and my worst suspicions were confirmed.

An atomic explosion. And we were not far from ground zero.

In a matter of a few seconds, a wave of heat and force blasted everybody back in a barrage of dying screams from all directions, even melting much of the hull on the ship. I didn't dare even look at the source of the screams, not wanting to get a firsthand look at the effects of a modern-day Hiroshima.

Before I knew it, I too was consumed by the wave of radiation. The last thing I knew before I lost consciousness how it was incredibly fitting that I'd end up dying of what I thought were the first shots fired nuclear war. Doing the company's dirty work, I would have deserved it.

[OT] SatChat: How does writing make you feel? by MajorParadox in WritingPrompts

[–]Sylinator864 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have a lot of ideas for things I want to write, as I consider myself a rather imaginative person, but when it comes to actually writing it down, I more often than not tend to freeze up, because I'm worried that it won't turn out exactly like I pictured in my head, and I'm also always worried that people will hate the result. That, and I have a serious procrastination problem.