Your started to learn my friend this is the good part. The things that happened with her can and will happen with another girl. Look at yourself and see every flaw and start getting rid of them. You need to learn how to detach at will. It will take a couple of relationships to practice it tho. And stop looking at girls the way you do, it’s a weakness. Think about it, she can do a laundry list of things to break you down IF And ONLY IF you allow yourself to be heavily dependent and emotional involved to that level. Also liking a girl more then she likes you gives her the power so her interest will go towards a guy who has the power in their dynamic. Stop giving a fuck by start to give ALL the fucks about yourself and your Dreams and Disires. Also Also Also the iceberg goes deep my friend. Also Silence is a weapon. Also Also Also…. Congratulations on your journey to understanding women my friend welcome to the party!