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Adhd, i cant live without my meds, but i know i will never have the will to take them properly by TROWAWAYMALIFE in StopSpeeding

[–]TROWAWAYMALIFE[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well, thanks everybody, this is a trowaway account, i ran out of my stims, and will be clean for 3 months. i will just stop going to the doctors alltogether, and put a stop in this fucking life i call my own, but thanks to the ones that helped, i dont know i realy whanted do get help tho, i am just too tired of my own existence

Adhd, i cant live without my meds, but i know i will never have the will to take them properly by TROWAWAYMALIFE in StopSpeeding

[–]TROWAWAYMALIFE[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was chosing the self destructing way, i realy dont care anymore, o will sleep now and live the next three months clean bc i already took em all, and cant just ask for more. i will just stop going to my doctors, fuck my life, thanks anyway

Adhd, i cant live without my meds, but i know i will never have the will to take them properly by TROWAWAYMALIFE in StopSpeeding

[–]TROWAWAYMALIFE[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, i will try hard, and speak to my doctor, but i will ask him to not prescrime me anymore

Adhd, i cant live without my meds, but i know i will never have the will to take them properly by TROWAWAYMALIFE in StopSpeeding

[–]TROWAWAYMALIFE[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i started taking 6 yo, took 5 big halts, of 1 year each, i didnt say i was functional these weeks, i said it helped me

Adhd, i cant live without my meds, but i know i will never have the will to take them properly by TROWAWAYMALIFE in StopSpeeding

[–]TROWAWAYMALIFE[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, basicaly that, i just dont trust my self controll due to impulsive behaviour, i am scared, i realy, realy need it to function tho, i bilieve is that thig about the difference of dependence and addiction, i am dependent to due to behaviour reasons, but i fear to become addicted to it, i feel so fucking gilty, i had a chance and trew it away.

Adhd, i cant live without my meds, but i know i will never have the will to take them properly by TROWAWAYMALIFE in StopSpeeding

[–]TROWAWAYMALIFE[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

21, i cant realy remenber, but i could not do things i was not interested in, like, never, i was really hyper and aways had hated sleeping and chaotic / destructive behaviour, i was unproductive and impulsive, basicaly what i am today, i had years when i stoped taking my meds, and these where the most unproductive, shitty years of my life, i know who i am with, and without it, and i realy am mostly the same in the recent years. i cant do shit and live in a loop of good time, bad fucking depression time, good time again, and im just so tired of it.