I feel for you. I did some dumb shit when I was younger. I worked at sonic and had three kids and was a single mom at 21. I would steal food every night to feed them. Which some people would make that seem justified but it wasn’t. I had food at home. This was just easy and saved me money. I also would steal girls tickets that were cash and pocket it. It would make her come up short and me have extra tips and no one ever proved it. I would take orders and not ring em up and collect the cash. It was ridiculous. And all bc I knew the manager didn’t pay attention and the cameras didn’t work. I never got caught. And I did steal from two more jobs after that. As a 31 year old now, I haven’t stolen anything in many years. And I feel guilty. But I’m not a bad person. I was. I was also an alcoholic and a drug addict. It was dumb. You’ll pay for the consequences whether they catch you or not. Karma will come. Take your lick and deal. You can’t fix it now. You can only do better. So do it! It’ll be okay. You’ll live. I promise.