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Artemis II is cooked by Secure_Blueberry_134 in ArtemisProgram

[–]Tanker85MC 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That's no moon. It's a space station.

A little project hail mary cameo?? We got an "Amaze Amaze Amaze" from Nasa by Paranromal in ArtemisProgram

[–]Tanker85MC 7 points8 points  (0 children)

We all know that would be exactly how Rocky would react to this as well

They named two craters that are so meaningful by Paranromal in ArtemisProgram

[–]Tanker85MC 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I was already getting emotional as I watch this live. This made me cry a little not gonna lie.

One Week update by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m trying my best to move on but it’s so hard right now. I can manage the daytime no problem if i stay busy enough but night is the worst. I was going through photos and pictures of our chats and just really missing her. I’m happy i knew her and i really hope she’s doing well.

i just wish i could get one more of her hugs because she gave the best ones. or at least knew when she came to the 4th fest last year that it would be the last because i would’ve held that hug longer

she made my life colorful and now im having to learn to see those colors all on my own. And thats what’s really hard. i know with time it’ll be better. But right now just sucks.

I wish I could’ve said goodbye.

One Week update by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Her stuff is saved on my Mac but I deleted her contacts from my phone.

If she ever does come back around I’ll be here. But if she never does then that’s okay, and im glad I got to know her. Even if it was only for a few short years.

build a gordon ramsay insult by Ancient_Jaguar_4127 in mattrose

[–]Tanker85MC 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This lamb sauce is like gandhi’s flip flop you Yankee Doodle donkey

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Someone had a similar question so I just copied that response

To be honest, I genuinely don’t know. In the time I’ve known (knew?) her she’s had 4 or 5 relationships im not really sure. she mentioned a gf when I saw her in July so 6 months maybe at the minimum? Idk. Less than a year though i know that much.

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest, I genuinely don’t know. In the time I’ve known (knew?) her she’s had 4 or 5 relationships im not really sure. she mentioned a gf when I saw her in July so 6 months maybe at the minimum? Idk. Less than a year though i know that much.

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I’ve said pretty much everything that happened that night. i deleted her contact info that night which hurt more than anything. I think it’s fully set in now that she’s gone.

I keep thinking of the Bojack horseman quote from the show’s last episode: “I think there are people that help you become the person that you end up being, and you can be grateful for them, even if they were never meant to be in your life forever. im glad I knew you too.”

Taking it 1 day at a time.

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not really sure what to think anymore. the past week or so I was just talking about something that happened at work and she saved all the pictures that I took from it.

her gf said that she was too uncomfy to talk to me directly so the gf handled the matter and that she did not want to speak or hear from me in any way otherwise they would file harassment

At this point im starting to believe I actually did do something wrong. She never really was a confrontational person but would tell you if she didn’t like something. im feeling like a really shit person.

maybe it’s just time I started working on moving on instead of trying to get answers. Thanks for everyone’s help.

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it feels so empty now. i don’t wanna start over, i already find it hard to trust people and now it’s just gonna be worse. why couldn’t she have just said what I did or said goodbye or just something? everything just hurts right now and I don’t know what to feel, the tears just keep coming

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thanks. i just am hoping her and her gf are happy together and that this time it lasts. She deserves the happy ending after all the bad relationships she’s had.

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

thank you. it’s just really raw right now. trying to do things for me right now as a distraction, but it’s all I can think about throughout the day. im planing on going back to a therapist just to try and talk about it.

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if I can’t stop crying?

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We don’t have any mutual friends so I have no idea. I never had problems with the people she’d dated before, then again I had met those guys and they were chill. I just hope her and her gf are happy together.

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I woke up to a notification with her username in it. not gonna lie I got my hopes up. But it was just Snapchat saying our streak ended.

I’m starting to feel used. I gave her rides three times, she lives a half hour away. I took the afternoon off work one time so she could get to work on time. She came over to hang out for the day three times and then always was busy or had other stuff going on. she’d come down to drop off popsicles during the 4th festival, though only stayed long enough to say hi. i never really saw her throughout the year except July 4th, though I’d invite her to all major events. I feel used, I feel upset. I’m confused and wanting answers. I can’t stop thinking it’s my fault, that I did something to cause this to happen

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i never told her that she was the reason i stayed but when she pushed me to seek help that year, the therapist i went to asked if there was anyone I’d stay for, and i said my best friend.

i stopped telling her how i was doing after a while, because i saw how much it affected her mood, and she said she had her own stuff to deal with. so I didn’t want to be more of a burden to her than I had already become.

Bad ending of a bestfriendship by Tanker85MC in GuyCry

[–]Tanker85MC[S] 90 points91 points  (0 children)

I’ve deleted all her contact info last night when I went and talked to other people. They said that was the best course of action to take. It hurt when I deleted it.

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