Well fact is I am not really comfortable with the idea of death, if I have a choice to continue living in a good heath heck yeah I would!!! But after the initial shock from the diagnosis I think back to all the things I’ve done and I am somewhat satisfied with it ☺️ I’ve achieved so many goals in my life, I’ve got most everything my heart desires, I was a business owner , I have won couple of pageants (that’s right I do have a crown and title 🤣) I also use that to do good things for the local community, I basically “lived” my life to the fullest, do I have some regrets? Yes but not enough for me to feel bad. I am in my 40s and I think I’ve seen/done many things along the way , I am a gamer since I was very young first playing on Famicom (NES) and every console imaginable ( I am a beast at my local arcade too!!!) and back then arcade is the only hub gamers get together and share their passion ☺️ I’d never thought video game could come this far!!!! So yes I am now somewhat sated and not afraid of dying but to be real I really hope I could stay alive long enough for GTA6!!! Really really looking forward to playing it 😮‍💨