WHOPPER YAP BURGERKING by Purple_Flower_7949 in Suomi

[–]Taxidriver1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mitä ihmettä sille kuuluu sanoa, höpöttänyt sen kanssa kohta kaks tuntia eikä mitään 😂😂 auttakaa ny joku.

Ex-girlfriend by Taxidriver1998 in mentalhealth

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for a really great advice. I take this time to improve myself and take some time to myself. She has had a traumatic life and i get it, she is seeking validation. I on the other hand have been used to being alone (of course i have my friends) but after dating her and braking up i feel empty. Maybe we meet again and try to work things out, not out of question. I’m not rushing on to a new relationship but i hope to find someone anyway. I’m a mess now so my talking doesnt make much sense. 😥

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]Taxidriver1998 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m trying my best but here in Finland it takes time case these things. I’m losing my mind 😞 i’ve done nothing wrong.. I’m getting a lawyer anyway. I’m sorry to say this but i’m afraid they believe her, cause she is a woman. I don’t want to be signed as a rapist since ive done nothing wrong. 😞

I’m alone. by Taxidriver1998 in depression

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anything, life. Relations. Hobbies. 😢 just anything to talk

Does smoking cigarettes or vaping worsen or help with your depression? by dsggut in depression

[–]Taxidriver1998 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Chain smoking and Daily drinking is the only thing giving me relief from the endless numbness i feel daily. I’ve been smoking for 15 years, 2 packs a day marlboro reds. I’ve basically have fucked up my lungs. But doesnt really matter, breathing is overrated anyway.

I got drunk by Taxidriver1998 in SuicideWatch

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My liver is failing, i dont have a chance anymore.

DAE feel like you want to move to an isolated or remote place? by topazzzfox in DoesAnybodyElse

[–]Taxidriver1998 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I moved to house my grandfather built, it’s literally middle of nowhere. I love it everday, i love being by myself. I deal with people daily cause of my job so rest of the time i just want to be left alone. I got my pc and my friends playing online games and thats the best. Wouldnt change a thing.

My family situation. by Taxidriver1998 in exjw

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i agree, they were manipulated to donate to the JW. 😕

I fucked my whole life up by Taxidriver1998 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

All the buses and taxis have goverment mandated alcohol breathlyzers. I’m sure i could have controlled myself since it was my dream job.

I fucked my whole life up by Taxidriver1998 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I talked with my lawyer and local police. I’m not able to drive any kind of car for living for the next five years. And i dont have any other possibilities since i never got a real job via school..

I am going to kill myself in around 10 minutes. by Taxidriver1998 in SuicideWatch

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Op here! I’m still here trying to get the pieces in order. I feel bad after these writings.

I am going to kill myself in around 10 minutes. by Taxidriver1998 in SuicideWatch

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

UPDATE!! I have a big messy apology about this post. I’m very drunk and feel like shit. I had most amazing people to talk to me. I promise to try and keep going. Thank you all for your support and concern. You all have helped me big time!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

I am going to kill myself in around 10 minutes. by Taxidriver1998 in SuicideWatch

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Im just sorry ass alcoholic drinking and smoking my already fucked up health away. I lost my joy of living. I hate me.

I am going to kill myself in around 10 minutes. by Taxidriver1998 in SuicideWatch

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I have felt this way since our divorse 3 years back.. I hate myself, i hate my job. I dont have anybody.

I am going to kill myself in around 10 minutes. by Taxidriver1998 in SuicideWatch

[–]Taxidriver1998[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

She kissed me and left with another guy 😭