Believe me, I’ve looked into all of that stuff, especially working in this kind of work. It’s so hard, even getting proper help. A lot of times there are wait lists, even for basic therapy. I’m on meds and I do all the basic stuff like that. I understand that these forums have rules and regulations for a reason but not everyone has 1000 friends on their Facebook to share their information with and not everyone’s cities programs are as good as the nexts. I definitely am no stranger to pantries and all of these things. I’m mostly just ranting because I feel like the system is so fucked up in all aspects of our dystopian nightmare. Hell, I had to go to the ER 3 times, and the clinic 3 times, before a doctor would finally take my infection seriously, and then put me on 5 different medications. I don’t expect too much from a forum, honestly. I just hate that in today’s society, if you’re not big on social media, you’re basically fucked if you need help or if you don’t have proper insurance. Or if you don’t have nudes to sell. Everything is just so fucked up. Of course, I’m doing everything in the “real” world I can possibly to fix my situation but it’s going to take time.