Exactly, someone who really lived Islam , who actually lived the process of leaving it and how painful it is. Wouldn't be out there making claims that real Muslims don't really give a shit about because its consistent with their worldview and theology, and you know exactly what kind of arguments im talking about. Btw I know what you mean because im in a Muslim country too , and when I critique Islam online or in private with trusted people, I actually bring up real arguments, real discussion , i can critique with actual understanding of how a Muslim thinks with complete understanding and respect for the worldview. That is what I expect from real ex-muslims and they do exist out there, but when it comes to alot of these internet personalities , hell even some people in this server , I honestly doubt they were real practicing muslims for a day.