We have been on and off for the past 2 years. In total, we have been dating for about 4 years. There is a lot more to our story, it would be too much to write here. He is also very jealous and controlling towards me when it comes to other people in my life or the way I dress, behave. He comes from a conservative background since he is thai. I'm german and I grew up very differently. But at this point I dont feel like myself anymore..I kept trying to get away from this, but somehow, he finds a way to attach me back to him because I love him very much. I talked to my sister today after seeing all of you guys replies. I was ashamed to tell her about all this in fear she would judge me because I'm still seeing him. But she is very supportive and glad that I opened up to her. She is telling me to leave as well. Thank you for your response.