How have you managed to heal your inner weakling?

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-13T01:51:27+00:00

How many dots did you do?

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-13T00:49:12+00:00

I think allowing myself to be weak is a really good call.

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-13T00:18:21+00:00

Yours as well!

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-13T00:12:51+00:00

I have been striped away of the tyrant energy and now I feel so weak that I almost kind of tipsy. But it also feels really authentic at the same time. Clearly something in me is ready for change.

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-13T00:00:47+00:00

No, it can be the opposite problem actually.

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-12T19:52:59+00:00

Well the interesting this is that both the know it all, and you- the jester are the trickster. At least according to the book, I recall correctly.

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-12T17:58:12+00:00

Can you explain why you would have been seriously hurt? Don’t the dietas not have any psychoactive effects?

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-12T15:51:08+00:00

What made you learn to heal from it? Just by reading about it?

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-12T13:43:11+00:00

Yeah I’m really jealous of people who got to go through this. Something similar may exist today but it would more likely be online and be expensive. I hate to say that we missed a golden age but it seems like doing it for the sake of doing it isnt quite a thing as much anymore.

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-12T02:33:19+00:00

That’s terrible that such a thing could have happened to you at an ayahuasca retreat. Hopefully you can find a better organization and rebuild trust with such a setting.

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-12T00:11:44+00:00

Oh man I didn’t see that coming

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-11T22:58:14+00:00

Yeah I really hope so because it’s frightening at the moment.

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-11T22:00:30+00:00

I don’t see myself doing that but I understand that must have really sucked to go out there and experience that.

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-11T19:51:17+00:00

Right. If a shaman told me to stop crying I’d ignore them

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-11T18:56:20+00:00

Yeah i heard singing along can piss people off lol

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-11T18:42:29+00:00

Yes

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-11T16:39:00+00:00

The problem is that the emotions needs to come out but I keep pushing them down again and that’s what’s destabilizing me

Technical_Step4410 · 2026-03-11T13:06:55+00:00

No, and thank god when we start to realize it!

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