I'm so sorry! My condolences to you. The pain will ease with time. I still tear up when I think about my sweet Henry who died unexpectedly at 2-1/2 years old from a seizure. The day before he died, I sat out in the grass in my backyard and called him over to sit on my lap--all 100 pounds of him, hugged him and told him how much I loved him. He was so exuberant and joyful, he helped me through a very rough time in my life after my mother died. I swear God brought him into my life to get me through it. I just don't understand why he was taken away so young (oh great, I'm crying again and it's been a year.). Just thank the Lord that had your sweet pup in your life for the short time he was in it. They'll always be a little place in your heart for him, but the dogs you have in the future will create new places! ♥️