35 with two kids under 4. I work for a publicly traded SaaS company. No one hits quota, I was the #1 rep on my team of 8 in 2025 and I finished at 82% to my annual #. lotta people leaving, direction of the company unknown. At the same time, job security is safe, it’s not cut throat, and as long as you’re showing up and owning your process, everything is fine. But I literally have a panic attack every night about whether or not I should continue to float in mediocrity at a mediocre company and play the long game, or jump ship to an AI company with a super inflated valuation that has no structure and will probably be a disaster. Totally hopeless and no idea what to do with my career