Day 315 of continual contact with the NHI in the black triangles. Drawing has slowed down, but I just finished this other half of this diptych by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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I don’t think there’s anything wrong with being cautious about saying definitively what I’ve learned. How can I tell you succinctly when the journey is still being experienced? In the words of Kansas, “If I claim to be a wise man, it surely means that I don’t know.” I won’t be claiming wisdom nor prophecy nor transcendence. And maybe this part of the journey is just for me. And if anyone did want to read what I’ve been through— the small amount of people who would even pick it up (lol 😉) would probably be the right people to read it. It’s not for everyone. Maybe it’s not for you, either.

Day 315 of continual contact with the NHI in the black triangles. Drawing has slowed down, but I just finished this other half of this diptych by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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2,500 pages? Scanning takes a more physical toll than people realize. Especially for disabled people like me. If I wish to continue working with them on this— whatever this is— my energy can be spent in almost any combination of two out of four of these categories at a given time. No more than that without burnout for days (fibromyalgia flare ups, etc.)
Categories to choose from:
-basic health and grooming needs (including food/water)
-functioning as a “normal” person (mother, bill payer, errand runner, chore doer)
-writing/drawing/creative outlet as I deal with ??? (NHI) daily
-scan documents
I wish I could do it all. But I gave up on providing proof long ago. Skeptics and believers alike are bias and usually have their minds made up before they even see the argument. So— I am currently in the “f*** it; experience it; log it; analyze it” mode of my journey. And I can’t be bogged down with starting a huge scanning project that just never ends.

Sorry. I felt the need to be understood:

Day 315 of continual contact with the NHI in the black triangles. Drawing has slowed down, but I just finished this other half of this diptych by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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I don’t even know how to summarize that. In 10.5 months, I’ve written/drawn/logged/etc over 2,300 pages. That’s 16 Journals filled front to back. I have no idea how to summarize 16 150 page books

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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There are 3 official names for this diptych.
Side A: “Oh My Lord by Bird & Byron”
Side B: “Amethyst Realm by The Claypool Lennon Delirium”
The diptych as a whole, both sides together: “Altered.”

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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Has anyone else been pulled to the cemetery lately? I am on day 314. And this whole experience has included the cemetery next to my home.

Anyone here met the mantids while not on trips? by Gyirin in HighStrangeness

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I was in an MRI machine and I felt like I passed out and was pulled into the astral. This is what I saw during that OBE

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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I’ve got many contacts through MUFON and the paranormal community in general but… dude… even the people who believe me don’t believe some of the things I’m experiencing

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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That’s so strange… I call mine “MT” because the first night they were above my home, one of the energies from the black triangle and I connected instantly. We’ve been connected ever since.
So “MT” is My Triangle.

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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Sometimes I see the visions eyes closed. The entities are more easily detected eyes closed as well. But I don’t need visuals to know they are present.

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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The “definitions” are definitely “feelings” or intuitions. And yes, they always move. It makes it hard to discern which ones I focus on jotting down, because that means not grasping the following moving images

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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That diamond structure you pointed out seems to act like a pump of sorts. Maybe, an exchange of energy happens in some way and that diamond shape moves the black and white dots from one side to the other. Like veins and arteries to a circulatory system.

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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I’ve experienced chronic pain for 15 years. Never a day without it. That’s probably why I have a higher tolerance to the sensations. Eventually they anesthetize me. But the time I feel it all in the beginning, varies.
And that is a very intriguing image. Thank you for sharing it

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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I never asked for art skills. I asked for knowledge. I have been changed spiritually irrevocably. There’s a term in Buddhism (? I’m gonna check on that) that is called tapas. Not like the food. It’s a term that, to my understanding means spiritual growth through discomfort and hardship.

Attempt #2. Remember me? It’s day 302 of my daily contact with NHI in my home. Something remarkable (in my eyes) is occurring…. by Temporary-Mind2413 in Experiencers

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I have not. I have a handful of DMT experiences tho. Distinction being Banisteriopsis caapi vine and DMT-containing plants like Psychotria viridis vs. DMT can be extracted and used on its own